donât think sheâd leave J-Ville. Someone had to have seen her.â
They kept walking down North Myrtle Avenue, occasionally stopping to show the photo of Leah to different vendors or low-cost hotel operators.
Stallings said, âMy father doesnât live too far from here.â
âHowâs that going?â
Stallings shrugged. âHeâs got a lot to make up for and a lot to catch up on. Weâve been taking it slow, but the kids really get a kick out of seeing him. It seems like he takes their minds off my troubles with Maria. They donât hold the resentment my sister and I did toward the old man. Shit, Helen hasnât even spoken to him yet.â
Patty nodded, knowing not to say too much about Stallingsâs screwed-up personal life.
Stallings said, âWhatâs your boyfriend up to?â He liked the face she made when he referred to the chief homicide detective as her boyfriend. Patty and Tony Mazzetti had worked hard to keep their relationship quiet so that no one in management would feel like they had to move either of them off the squad.
Patty said, âHeâs been on the Rolling Hills homicide since last week.â
Stallings thought about the young mother whoâd been strangled in her own bed in the upscale community. Thankfully the killer had not bothered her two sleeping children. The case had garnered quite a bit of media attention, which always seemed to please Tony Mazzetti. The community was always outraged when an innocent person was harmed in their own home. It struck a nerve. A primal fear everyone held. The TV stations thrived on shit like that.
Stallings said, âAny new leads?â
âNo, but you know what a bulldog Tony can be.â
âYeah, a regular Rottweiler.â
âI wish you two could learn to coexist more peacefully.â
âTell him to stop being such an asshole.â
âHe said the same thing about you last night.â
Stallings stopped and turned, making a face like he was hurt. âYou donât really care what an asshole like Tony Mazzetti thinks of me, do you?â
âHe doesnât know you well enough to realize what an asshole you can be.â
Stallings laughed as they kept walking, happy he had a partner with a decent sense of humor.
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An hour later, John Stallings sat at a picnic table across the street from the Police Memorial Building or PMB. It was one of the places that many of the detectives used to get away from the office without being away from the office. He considered some of the things Patty had said about being edgy and latching on to the Leah Tischler case like a shark chomping on a chummed baitfish. He knew why he was acting like a maniac. It was the same reason Maria had been even more distant to him. The third anniversary of Jeanieâs disappearance was quickly approaching. Next Wednesday would be three long years without his oldest daughter in the house. The first year had gone by so fast it hadnât hit him. Heâd been so busy searching for his daughter and so hopeful sheâd still somehow be found it didnât seem like a big deal. By the second anniversary everything around the house had settled down and Maria had slipped into that odd, computer-support-group cocoon of hers. They were barely speaking and the daily activity of taking care of Charlie and Lauren kept him so occupied he didnât dwell on it.
This year was another story. The kids didnât need him as much and he wasnât even living at home. He avoided the lonely two-bedroom house heâd rented except to sleep and occasionally eat. So heâd had time to think about his missing daughter and what it was like three years ago. The wave of fear washing through him, the devastating aftermath of the empty bedroom at the top of the stairs, the feeling of failure and despair.
The day Jeanie went missing was easily the worst day of his life. He was once stabbed in a fight