direction, nowhere near the door.
Donât look. Stop looking
. I canât help it. My back hits the wall; something hard presses into my skin. I hear a crash, step on something that crunches.Pain pricks the soles of my feet. I look down and see broken glass. Blood. Mine, this time.
Somehow, I get myself out of the room and close the door. Better; now thereâs a barrier between it and me.
Kit
. I need Kit. I walk into our bedroom, switch on the light and burst into tears. How dare he be asleep? âKit!â
He groans. Blinks. âLight off,â he mumbles, groggy with sleep. âFuckâs going on? Time is it?â
I stand there crying, my feet bleeding onto the white rug.
âCon?â Kit hauls himself up into a sitting position and rubs his eyes. âWhatâs wrong? Whatâs happened?â
âSheâs dead,â I tell him.
âWhoâs dead?â Heâs alert now. He reaches under the bed for his glasses, puts them on.
âI donât know! A woman,â I sob. âOn the computer.â
âWhat woman? What are you talking about?â He throws back the covers, gets out of bed. âYourâ¦what have you done to your feet? Theyâre bleeding.â
âI donât know.â Itâs the best I can do. âI did a virtualâ¦â Iâm having trouble breathing and speaking at the same time.
âJust tell me if everybodyâs okay. Your sister, Benjiâ¦â
âWhat?â My sister? âItâs nothing to do with them, itâs a woman. I canât see her face.â
âYouâre white as a sheet, Con. Did you have a nightmare?â
âOn my laptop. Sheâs there now,â I sob. âSheâs dead. She must be. We should call the police.â
âSweetheart, thereâs no dead woman on your laptop,â Kit says. I hear the impatience beneath the reassurance. âYou had a bad dream.â
âGo and look!â I scream at him. âItâs not a dream. Go in there and see it for yourself!â
He looks down at my feet again, at the trail of blood on the rug and the floorboards â a dotted red line leading to the bedroom door. âWhat happened to you?â he asks. I wonder how guilty I look. âWhatâs going on?â The concerned tone has gone; his voice is hard with suspicion. Without waiting to hear my answer, he heads for the spare room.
âNo!â I blurt out.
He stops on the landing. Turns. âNo? I thought you wanted me to look at your computer.â Iâve made him angry. Anything that interrupts his sleep makes him angry.
I canât let him go in there until Iâve explained, or tried to. âI did a virtual tour of 11 Bentley Grove,â I say.
â
What?
For fuckâs sake, Connie.â
âListen to me. Just listen, okay? Itâs for sale, 11 Bentley Grove is for sale.â
âHow do you know that?â
âIâ¦I just know, all right?â I wipe my face. If Iâm under attack, I canât cry. I have to concentrate on defending myself.
âThis is justâ¦Connie, this is
so
fucked up, I donât know where toâ¦â Kit pushes past me, tries to get back into bed.
I grab his arm to stop him. âBe angry later, but first listen to me. Okay? Thatâs all Iâm asking.â
He shakes me off him. I hate the way heâs staring at me.
What do you expect him to do?
âIâm listening,â he says quietly. âIâve been listening to you talk about 11 Bentley Grove for six months. Whenâs it going to stop?â
âItâs for sale,â I say, as calmly as I can. âI looked it up on Roundthehouses, a property website.â
âWhen?â
âNow, justâ¦before.â
âYou waited until I was asleep?â Kit shakes his head in disgust.
âThere was a virtual tour, and Iâ¦I thought Iâdâ¦â Itâs better if I