speaking to her through this boy. Of course that was true. For three years, sheâdbeen trying in vain to hear her fatherâs voice, catch a glimpse of him in her dreams, pick up a signal from somewhere that he was watching. But nothing came. Now there was this mysterious boy with his spastic gestures. Her dad was talking to her through this boy. Sheâd never tell anyone, theyâd think she was insane. But in her heart she knew this was so.
On a Saturday afternoon, Dinah was downtown with her mother when they passed by the movie theater on Main Street. There was the boy with six fingers waiting in line with his parents. âI see someone from my homeroom,â whispered Dinah. âIâm going to say hi.â Delighted that her daughter had made a friend, Tessie watched as Dinah ran up to the boy.
âHey,â she said, not looking him in the eye.
âHey,â he answered in a low drawl.
âWhat movie are you seeing?â
â
Rock-a-bye Baby,
you know the one with Jerry Lewis,â he smiled.
âWell, enjoy the movie,â she said, running back to where her mom was waiting.
Tessie noticed both parents beaming at their boy who was so popular that a pretty redheaded girl came over to say hello to him.
Dinah could barely catch her breath as she said to her mother, âTheyâre going to a Jerry Lewis movie, can you imagine? A Jerry Lewis movie.â She must have repeated that four times that day. That boy, those words, they stirred something inside of her.
That night, she took out her notebook and went through the numbers from the first day. Three: âAre you there?â (three words). Four: âI am here alwaysâ (four words). Five: âAre you talking to me?â Nine: âThis is the only way that I can now.â For the first time since he died, Dinah felt her fatherâs presence.
From then on, she would come to school each day filled with questions for her father. âAre you happy?â sheâd send Eddie a three fingersign. âI miss you and Mom,â heâd answer with five. She and Eddie became like silent lovers, so contained in themselves they never noticed that anyone else was watching. But Crystal Landy was watching. On a day in early March she caught up with Dinah as they were walking to algebra class.
âHey,â she said, nudging Dinahâs arm.
âHey,â she said back, wondering why such a popular girl would even bother with her.
âSo whatâs going on between you and Eddie Fingers?â
âEddie who?â
âYou know, the freaky guy in homeroom with the . . .â Crystal made her eyes go crossed and wagged her pinky in Dinahâs face.
Dinah giggled. Sheâd never thought of him that way.
âWhat do you mean whatâs going on with us? I donât really know him.â
âWell I see all that crazy stuff you do with your hands. Everyone does. You in a secret club or something?â Crystal used her forefinger to move a piece of her sprayed hair off her face.
Dinah heard a tinge of want in her voice, and at that moment she realized that she had something that Crystal Landy couldnât have. Mostly she was aware of what Crystal had that she couldnât.
C RYSTALâS FATHER, MAYNARD LANDY, owned a group of liquor stores, Landyâs Liquors. It was where people went to shoot the breeze, plan the tailgate party, reclaim lost dogs and parrots. You can bet that Landyâs Liquors figured one way or another into Saturday night for anyone who grew up in Gainesville. Maynard liked to boast that he was responsible for at least three weddings, and uncountable births. When his customers went on vacation, they would send Maynard picture postcards. He kept every one of them, from the Trevi Fountain to a milk truck in Wisconsin, taped over his cashregister. Among them was a framed letter from a University of Florida alumna.
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