They never talked about it; it just was. Their skills and ideas complemented each otherâs, and their admiration was mutual. In every dangerous situation, she never flinched, cool as anything but without any of Bradâs recklessness. She really did cope with everything life threw at her.
Thereâd always seemed the possibility that their relationship would grow beyond friendship, but it had become frozen, like his emotions, locked in time by a single event. Heâd never asked her how she felt. He guessed he was afraid of the answer.
âYou want to go out and get breakfast?â she asked.
âNot hungry.â
âI want to thank you for the loan of your couch while Iâm passing through, Brad, but I have to say, you really are a rude, unpleasant asshole.â
âWhat?â
âThis whole brooding thing? I get it. Youâve seen some terrible thingsâwe all have. But you canât let it eat up your life.â
âWhy not?â Bitterly, he slapped his portfolio off the coffee table and sent sheets of negatives scattering across the floor.
Lisa sighed. âIf youâve got the time, thereâs a whole bunch of clichés you need to study. Life goes on. Lifeâs what you make it. Youâve only got one shot. Bottom line: thereâs a lot of misery in the world, and itâs up to us to make it better.â
âUp to us? You and me? Right. Iâll go off and be Gandhi or something.â
âYeah, itâs better to sit here moping, right?â Lisa sat next to him and gave his shoulder a reassuring squeeze. He found it affecting; in all their time together, there had hardly been any physical contact. They were buddies on the road, watching each otherâs backs; that was how they played it.
âIâm fine,â he said.
âYouâve got posttraumatic stress or something. You need to talk this out.â
âThanks, but Iâm just having a bad day. It wonât get any worse.â
A loud knock at the door interrupted them. When he answered it, Brad was stunned for a moment.
âYeah, I get that a lot,â Hellboy said. âCan I come in?â
Pushing past Brad before he could answer, Hellboy strode into the lounge, where Lisa surveyed him for a second before vaulting the sofa and rushing toward her bag. âWait! Let me get my camera!â
âA mug like mine will break your lens,â Hellboy said. âBesides, Iâm camera shy.â
Lisa skidded to a halt, sullenly, still casting one eye toward her camera bag. âI saw you on CNN once.â
âYou were in Africa,â Brad continued.
âIâve been all over.â Hellboy strode over to Brad and sized him up. âIf youâre Brad Lynch, I need your help.â
âYou need his help?â Lisa said incredulously.
âThanks for the vote of confidence,â Brad sniffed. âWhat can I do?â
âItâs about your fatherââ
Brad held up a hand to silence Hellboy. âLet me stop you there. I havenât spoken to my dad in three years. I donât want to speak to him. He doesnât want to speak to me. We donât hate each other. We just . . . â He shrugged, searched for the right words. âThink itâs better if we donât get within twenty miles of each other.â
Lisa leaned in to Brad and whispered, âJust hear the guy out, all right?â
While Hellboy inspected the framed photos lining the walls, Lisa fetched them all coffee. âSome talent,â Hellboy said.
âThanks. Not much use at anything else, but I always had an eye for an image.â
âYou only need one skill to make a go of it in the world.â
âTell that to my dad. He never got the whole photojournalist thing. I mean, he was happy I was making a living, seeing the world, but he always thought it was a stopgap until I did something serious. Your father like that?â
âI never knew