cubicle.
Zoe pulls Natalie farther away from the door. Thereâs no lock on the washroom door, no surprise. One cubicle. Three urinals. A partition between the door and the urinals.
More gunshots, and now there is no denying itâthe shots are very close.
I push Zoe and Natalie into the cubicle. âGet up on the toilet. If the shooter just looks under the door, maybe heâll think no one is in here.â
Itâs lame and we all know it. Natalie starts to cry again.
I say, âOf course, if he hears us, heâll blast us all.â
Natalie shuts up.
Baker crouches with his feet on the toilet seat. He must have size thirteen feet, and there is no way weâre all going to fit up there with him, not unless one of us stands in the toilet, which Iâm prepared to do right about now.
More gunfire and itâs close. Even in the washroom, I can hear screaming voices from the classrooms. The shooter canât get into the classrooms, not with the lockdown. I guess he could blow a classroom door lock, but from the way heâs moved through the school, it appears more random. He doesnât seem to be spending much time in any one place.
Natalie and Zoe fold themselves around Baker on the toilet seat. Natalie pulls out her phone.
Everyone with a cell phone must have phoned 911 by now. Where the hell are the cops?
Zoe says, âNatalie, youâre not actually calling someone, are you?â
Natalie gives Zoe a âyeah, duhâ look.
Zoe says, âBecause you canât make a sound.â
Natalie says, âOh. Right.â And she closes the phone.
More shots and theyâre so close that I donât stop to think about it. I jump up onto the toilet seat. If I face the door of the cubicleand perch with only my heels on the seat, I can just fit.
The gunshots stop. I want to reach for Zoe, I want to hear her voice. As if Baker can read my mind, he whispers, âEasy, man.â
For a long time itâs quiet. Then I hear two things. First, the classroom noise filtering into the hallway gets louder. That means someone has opened the washroom door. I feel Baker tense. Iâd like to scream except I canât even breathe. The second sound I hear is the chirpy ringtone of Natalieâs cell phone.
Thank you, Natalie. We might as well hang a sign on the door,
Here we are
.
She silences the phone.
Sweat runs into my eyes but I donât dare move to wipe it away. Baker is weirdly still. The hallway sound recedes and I hear the washroom door close. Is he gone? Did he leave?
Footsteps. Heavy footsteps. Heâs here.
My knees go liquid and itâs all I can do to keep my balance.
The footsteps pause outside the cubicle.I hear him laugh, softly at first, then more loudly. Then the cubicle door opens.
Heâs wearing a blue shirt with buttons and a pocket. Heâs got a gun in his hand. Our eyes lock. He stops laughing.
The shooter is Josh.
The gun comes up.
Maybe Iâll stop the bullets. Maybe Baker wonât get hit. Maybe Josh will shoot me and leave the others.
I feel suddenly ice cold.
I watch Josh close his finger over the trigger.
Did I feed the dog this morning? I canât remember if I fed the dog.
I smell piss.
The sound of the gun rockets inside my head, and I clamp my eyes closed and scream. Everyone is screaming, even Josh, and then he shoots again and itâs totally dark inside the washroom.
Chapter Seven
Somewhere it registers that Iâm not dead, but it takes Baker stepping into the toilet bowl to convince me. Baker shakes off his foot, cursing. I feel drops of toilet water spray my face. Okay, Iâm not dead.
I stumble off the toilet seat, my legs barely able to take my weight. âZoe?â Broken glass crunches under my feet. âZoe!â
âIâm fine.â I feel her hands on my chest. âAre you hurt?â
âNo.â My voice is a croak.
I hear the snap of a lighter, and Bakerâs face