you.â
âI miss you guys too,â I said, trying not to sound glum but failing. âIt sucks in here.â
Ella grinned. âWell, this oughta cheer you up.â She hoisted her backpack onto the bed and slid out a familiar square, black case.
âMy oboe!â I snatched it from her hands and held it tight against me. All was right with the world again. âHow did youââ
âWe have our ways,â Ella said, tossing her hair back.
âWe snuck into your room when we were dropping off flowers,â Toni said.
âToni!â Ella punched her arm. âI wanted her to think there had been plans and blueprints and secret meetings.â
I laughed. âThanks, you guys. You have no ideaâ¦â I stroked the brass rivets on the corners of the case. âI donât feel like me without it.â
âWell, you canât afford to lose the practice time,â Ella said. âI am not rooming with some random stranger at Juilliard.â Ella played flute. Weâd been concocting our Juilliard plan since the fifth grade.
I bumped my knee against hers. âHey, congrats on getting into the Roslindale Symphony.â
âThanks. I bet I can get you in too.â
âReally? But I missed the auditions.â
Ella tossed her hair. âSo what? They know how good you are. Youâll have to go in and play a little something for them, but thatâs no big deal.â
âIt might be a big deal getting past my parents, though.â I flopped back onto my pillows. âYou guys wonât believe what theyâre pulling.â
âWhat?â asked Toni.
âThey said theyâre keeping me out of school for at least a month after I get home.â
âAre you freaking kidding?â Ella shrieked. â Why? â
I blew a hard breath out through my lips. The discussion had gone down that morning, with me being overruled by several variations on Weâre the adults and we know whatâs best . âMy doctor doesnât think itâs a good idea for me to go back right away. âItâs too stressful,ââ I said in a high-pitched mimic of Dr. Harrisonâs holier-than-thou tone. âAnd of course theyâre following her advice to the letter. My dadâs getting one of his professors to tutor me.â
Toniâs eyes widened. âSeriously? Thatâs amazing.â
â Amazing? Uh, no.â
âGeorgie! Youâre going to have a Harvard professor tutoring you. What kid at our school wouldnât kill for that?â
I scrunched up my face. âNot me. Iâd rather be in classes with all of you.â It wasnât just that I wanted to go to school; I needed to. School was my second home. I fit in there. It was part of who I was. How could I return to my old self without it?
âWill you still get to graduate with us?â Ella asked.
âI freaking hope so.â I shook my head. âI canât believe this happened and screwed everything up.â
âGeorgie, everythingâs going to be fine.â Toni put her hand on my knee. âI know this wasnât part of the planââ
âThe plan, the plan!â Ella said, laughing. âGod forbid anything gets in the way of Georgie and her plans!â
I gave her an evil look. âShut up. Youâd be the same way if it happened to you.â
She put her hand over her mouth in mock offense. âI like to think Iâm a little more devil-may-care than you.â
âI can be devil-may-care,â I said. Ella and Toni exchanged a look and burst out laughing. I kicked at them halfheartedly. âFine, whatever. So I like to plan everything out. Big deal.â I laid my hand flat on the pebbled surface of my oboe case. âAs long as it doesnât affect my Juilliard audition. Thatâs all the matters.â
Ella squeezed my arm. âYou have nothing to worry about. Youâre as good as