was birdsong above us in the branches.
The track snaked away from the water and half way up adusty incline I stopped. âDo you believe in fairies?â I asked.
âFairies?â
âFairies, elves, pixies⦠the wee small folk of the woods.â
Izzie was laughing as she replied. âI try to keep an open mind â but youâre a scientist â donât tell me you do.â
âThese ones convinced me. They write letters.â
âWhat on earth do you mean?â
âCome on â Iâll show you.â I took her hand. âNow close your eyes and donât open them until I say.â
I led her forwards, savouring the coolness of her skin as I helped her to navigate the tree roots crossing the path. The Hamble, less than fifty yards away down a steep bank to our right, was completely invisible.
When we were in front of the Faerie Tree I stopped. âYou can open your eyes now,â I told her and prepared to drop her hand, but much to my delight her fingers stayed wrapped in mine.
âOh Robin,â she breathed, âitâs magical.â
I tried to remember the first time Iâd been here and to see the tree through Izzieâs eyes. The oak stood on a rise just above the path; not too tall or wide but graceful and straight, its trunk covered in what I can only describe as offerings â pieces of ribbon, daisy chains, a shell necklace, a tiny doll or two and even an old cuckoo clock.
âWhy do people do this?â Izzie asked.
I winked at her. âTo say thank you to the fairies.â
âFor what?â
âFor making their wishes come true, I guess. Look â Iâll show you.â
On the right hand side of the tree trunk was an old wooden box in the shape of a Swiss chalet, filled with folded pieces of paper. I took out the top one and handed it to Izzie. She read it aloud.
âDear fairies, thank you very much for looking after the woods because the trees are all things bright and beautiful like we sing at assembly. If I can have a wish please can it be to have a proper family? Lots of love, Amelia.â
âOh, Robin â thatâs so lovely but so sad.â There were tears in her eyes and I wished whole-heartedly that the child had had a less distressing request. To distract Izzie I led her around the back of the tree.
âThe amazing thing is â the fairies reply.â And I showed her a plastic folder tacked to the trunk, full of letters from the fairies to the children.
Her chest heaved as she tried to stifle a sob.
âIzzie â Izzie â what is it?â I hugged her to me and after a few moments she sniffed and looked up.
âIâm sorry, Robin. I donât want to spoil today â Iâll be fine in a moment.â But her voice was cracking again and I couldnât help but touch her cheek. She tilted her face towards me and then we were kissing and I could taste salt and the inside of her mouth at the same time.
After a little while she pulled away. âThat shouldnât have happened â not now in any case.â
âPaul?â
She looked down at her right plimsoll, which seemed to be making circles in the dust of its own accord. âHe thinks Iâm at the rowing club. I never lied to him before I met you, but⦠but I just wanted to see you. Robin â Iâm in such a mess.â
The roof of my mouth went dry. âItâs OK, Izzie. Take your time to decide whatâs right for you to do about Paul. Iâll wait.â
She grabbed my hands again. âIt wonât be long, I promise. Iâll use the holiday toâ¦â But her voice was cut off by a yell for help from the river. We stood for a moment, listening â it was a child â just kids larking about? But no â it came again and it sounded like genuine distress.
âFollow me,â I called to Izzie and started to run along the path.
It wasnât a quick