eating your cooking.â
âI donât cook that badly.â
âIâm sure it wouldnât compare to the food here.â
He didnât know why his feelings were hurt, but the criticism did sting. âHey, now, Daedââ
âBesides, this is my home now.â Patting the thick cushion of his chair, he cast Ed a self-satisfied smile. âIt took me a bit to get settled in, but now that I am, Iâm in no hurry to go anywhere. Surely you can understand that?â
âI guess that makes sense.â
âIt makes perfect sense.â
While heâd been gone, Ed had been thankful for the retirement home. He was glad his father had friends, and was in a place where so many eyes could watch out for him. But heâd never believed that his father would think of it as his living preference. âSo, have you been to the house recently?â
âNope. I havenât been by there in months. Iâve been paying someone to look after it.â
That surprised him. What also surprised Ed was his own uneasiness about being back home and staying there by himself. He knew it would feel emptier than ever without his father there.
And heâd be forced to deal with all the memories of his mother, too.
âDaed, how about we go by there this afternoon? We could take a look around, pick up some groceries. Maybe even make soup and sandwiches like we used to.â
His fatherâs brow wrinkled. âI donât think so. Weâre going to have sundaes at four.â
Now he was getting irritated. Honestly, his father was acting as if heâd intruded upon his life! âI can take you out for ice cream.â
âItâs near on thirty degrees out, son. Why would I want to leave the comfort of the fireplace if I donât have to?â
How many times had his father come in from the cold with red cheeks and a broad smile? Ed was flooded with memories of his father working outside for hours, no matter what the temperature.
Making him realize again that theyâd both changed considerably while heâd been away. âI could make you a fire at home. . . .â
â Nee, Edward.â As if he noticed his dismay, his father softened his tone. âListen, I am glad youâre here. I am. Itâs a blessing to see you, and I give thanks to God that you are in such good health and spirits. If youâd like to stay here and have ice cream, that would make me happy. But Iâm not leaving this building.â
There was only one right reply, but to his surprise, it came out a little sharp. âAh. Well, all right.â
â Gut . Now go get yourself some kaffi, then you can sit with us and tell us all about your adventures in Nicaragua.â
Ed was perfectly happy to do that. Actually, the whole way home, heâd thought of nothing but telling his father all about the kids and the people, and the lush beauty of the area.
But now all he could seem to think about was Violaâs accusing gaze, his fatherâs unwillingness to leave the building, and the awful truth. Heâd been so intent on coming home . . .
Heâd forgotten that he didnât have a home to go to at all. All it was anymore was an empty house with far too many memories inside.
âAaron, itâs finally happened,â Lovina blurted the minute she walked into their cozy dawdi haus .
Her husband, whoâd been in their small kitchen pouring himself a glass of milk, paused. â What happened?â
She steeled her shoulders and pretended that she wasnât devastated. âPeter found out that I used to be English.â
âMy goodness.â Carefully, he set down the glass and the carton of milk. âI suppose we should have known this day would come. You had better tell me what happened.â
Her mouth suddenly dry, Lovina swallowed hard. Her insides felt twisted, like she was holding pain at bay. After forty years, it seemed that