long,â he agreed, his voice hoarse with emotion. âI am verra pleased to see you. And shocked, too!â
âBut itâs a good surprise, yes?â
âItâs good . . . but confusing, too.â His eyes narrowing, his daed looked him up and down. Just like he was checking for new flaws. âYou must tell me what you are doing here.â
âIâm seeing you, of course.â
âDonât tease.â Pointing to a sheet of notebook paper on the table, his father said, âI received your letter this morning. You gave no indication that you were on your way home. I think you could have done that, son.â He paused, looking him over yet again. âUnless . . . something bad happened?â
âNothing bad happened.â Eager to push off any more charges of misbehavior, Ed picked up the note, saw the date, and grinned. âThis letter is dated three weeks ago. Iâve written you at least two more letters since then.â
âBut surely you could have remembered to let me know youâd soon be heading this way . . .â
Knowing his father had no concept of how disorganized life at a mission post could be, Ed tried to explain things as well as possible. âDaed, when I wrote this, I didnât know I would have to leave so soon.â
âYou had to leave quickly?â Worry flashed through his cloudy eyes. âWhat happened?â
Aware that several other residents of the retirement home had crowded around, Ed took time to weigh his words before answering. âNothing terribly exciting. The folks at the home office took another look at the staffing at all of their sites. Some locations needed more people, other sites had too many. They had to make some cuts, so a few people were sent to Africa, others home.â
âThat doesnât sound like any way to run a company.â
Knowing better than to try to explain the delicate balance CAMAâthe Christian Aid Ministry Associationâ had to ensure was kept in each country, and the amount of work it took to provide for the many people they served, Ed shrugged and went for the simplest of explanations. âThe people in charge were told that they had too many Americans in the compound. Next thing I knew, they were telling me I was on the list to leave.â
âI hope you werenât in trouble.â His fatherâs gaze searched his own, the same way he used to look him over when Ed would come home from school early.
Luckily, he had a lot of practice deflecting his concern. âDaed, stop looking so worried! And why would you think Iâd be in trouble? I was on the list because Iâd been there the longest. Sending me home was their way of rewarding me for my hard work.â
âI suppose that makes sense.â
Ed didnât know if it did or notâall he knew was that he hadnât needed any kind of reward. Long ago, heâd learned to put his needs far behind the needs of the people heâd been serving. No matter how much he was inconvenienced or shuffled around, it wouldnât hold a candle to the difficulties the people he was serving went through each day. The people heâd come to care for. He loved his mission work, but he had to admit, it was nice to be back in Ohio. At the moment, he was grateful for the cold air and was looking forward to a comfortable bed.
And nothing was better than sitting with his father. âDaed, honestly, I was glad they asked me to leave. Iâd been there almost two years. I was ready to come home for a spell.â
âAnd I am glad youâre here, too. Now, how long will you be staying?â
âAt least six months.â
Some of the light in his fatherâs eyes faded. âAnd then youâll be off to somewhere else?â
âThatâs the plan.â
âAh.â
That one word cut through him like a knife. And with that cut, Ed felt the guilt that sometimes threatened