loose. All we could do was sit up in the trees around Sunningrocks and listen to the howlingâ¦.â A shudder ran through his body. âBut I should have done something .â
âYou did everything,â Fireheart told him. âYou stayed with the Clan and kept them safe. Bluestar made her owndecision in the end. It was the will of StarClan that she died to save us.â
Whitestorm nodded slowly, though his eyes were still troubled as he murmured, âEven though she had lost all faith in StarClan.â
Fireheart was aware of the secret they shared, that in her last moons Bluestarâs mind had begun to give way. Shocked to the core by the discovery of Tigerstarâs treachery, Bluestar had begun to believe that she was at war with her warrior ancestors. Fireheart and Whitestorm, with Cinderpeltâs help, had managed for the most part to keep the knowledge of their leaderâs weakness from the rest of the Clan. But Fireheart also knew that Bluestarâs feelings had changed during the last moments of her life.
âNo, Whitestorm,â Fireheart replied, thankful that there was some comfort he could offer the gallant old warrior. âShe made her peace with StarClan before she died. She knew exactly what she was doing, and why. Her mind was clear again, and her faith was strong.â
Joy tempered the pain in Whitestormâs eyes, and he bowed his head. Fireheart realized how devastating Bluestarâs death must be for him; they had been friends throughout a long life.
By now the rest of the Clan had crept into the circle around Fireheart. He could see the traces of their terrible experience still in their eyes, along with fear for the future. Swallowing uncomfortably, he realized that it was his duty now to calm those fears.
âFireheart,â Brackenfur asked hesitantly, âis it true that Bluestarâs dead?â
Fireheart nodded. âYes, itâs true. Sheâ¦she died saving me, and all of us.â For a moment he thought his voice would fail completely, and he swallowed hard. âYou all know that I was the last cat on the trail to lead the dogs to the gorge. When I was almost at the edge, Tigerstar leaped out at me and held me down so that the pack leader caught up to me. He would have killed me, and the dogs would still be loose in the forest, if it hadnât been for Bluestar. She threw herself at the dog, right on the edge of the gorge, andâ¦and they both went over.â
He could see a ripple of distress sweeping across his Clan mates, like wind stirring the trees.
âWhat happened then?â Frostfur asked quietly.
âI went in after her, but I couldnât save her.â Briefly Fireheart closed his eyes, remembering the churning water and his hopeless struggle to keep his leader afloat. âMistyfoot and Stonefur from RiverClan came to help me when we had been swept clear of the gorge,â he went on. âBluestar was alive when we got her out but it was too late. Her ninth life was over, and she left us to join StarClan.â
A yowl of grief came from somewhere among the circle of cats. Fireheart realized that many of the cats had not even been born when Bluestar became leader, and losing her now must feel as if the four great oaks of Fourtrees had been torn up overnight.
He raised his voice, forcing it not to shake. âBluestar isnâtgone, you know. Sheâs already watching over us from StarClanâ¦her spirit is here with us now.â Or in her den , he thought privately, sharing tongues with Stonefur and Mistyfoot.
âI would like to see Bluestar now,â meowed Speckletail. âWhere is sheâin her den?â She turned toward the entrance, flanked by Dappletail and Smallear.
âIâll come with you,â Frostfur offered, springing to her paws.
Alarm shot through Fireheart. He had hoped to give Mistyfoot and Stonefur as much time as possible with their dead mother, but he suddenly