only one Dinah dared to mention. If she uttered a peep abouttracking down Bobby Beaufort, her mother would draw the wrong conclusions. The prospect of a wedding was just about the only thing that might distract Dorothy from her daughterâs news about being all but kicked out of Afghanistan by her worried boss.
âOkay, if you insist, Iâll reschedule for the week after next,â her mother finally relented. âYou will still be here, right?â
âIâll be here,â Dinah assured her.
Satisfied, her mother rounded the dining room table and pressed a kiss to Dinahâs cheek. âIâm so glad youâre home. Your father and I have missed you.â
Dinahâs eyes stung at the sentimental tone in her motherâs voice. She had always shunned her motherâs overt displays of affection, but all of a sudden the little impromptu hugs and kisses made her weepy.
âI have to run. I have a meeting about the renovations at the plantation this morning. Itâs likely to drag on all day,â her mother said. âWhat will you do today? If you donât have anything in mind, you could come with me and take a look around. Weâre making excellent progress. I think youâd find it fascinating.â
Dinah knew her eyes had probably glazed over at the suggestion, so she tried to feign enthusiasm for her motherâs latest pet project. âIf youâre involved, I know itâs bound to be amazing,â she said. âI promise to get there, just not today.â
Her mother hid her disappointment well, but Dinah knew sheâd hurt her. It had always driven her crazy that Dinah showed no interest in any of her favorite civic or historical preservation projects.
âOkay, then, Iâm off,â her mother said. âWill you be here for dinner?â
âOf course,â Dinah said. âIf that changes, Iâll call or leave word with Maybelle.â
âIâll see you later, then.â
When her mother left, the sound of her heels tapping on the hardwood floors, the scent of Chanel lingered in her wake. Dinah felt the tension in her shoulders ease the minute she was finally alone.
Coming home had been harderâand easierâthan sheâd expected. Sheâd been welcomed like the prodigal daughter, pampered by their longtime housekeeper, and treated like a celebrity by her familyâs friends.
The hard part was lying and keeping the pretense that she was just fine, that her career was perfect, her life amazing. She kept it up because she wasnât ready to admit the truth, not to them, not even to herself.
Some days she could convince herself that she was fine. As if her body sensed that she was in a safe haven at last, she hadnât had a major panic attack since sheâd arrived. The nightmares had even diminished. Sheâd only awakened a couple of times in a cold sweat with her heart hammering so hard sheâd felt it might burst from her chest.
Sheâd managed to accommodate her parentsâ meet-and-greet dinners as well as the thankfully brief lunches at her fatherâs club. Increasingly, though, the mere prospect of leaving the house had made her palms turn damp. Although sheâd been able to face the possibility of a roadside ambush or a car bomb a mere week ago, she now could barely stand the thought of walking down the comparatively safe, familiar streets of Charleston. She knew that hiding out wasnât smart, or healthy. Nor was it one bit like her. Always full of energy, Dinah was determined to recapture some of her old spirit.
She decided to start by looking for Bobby. It wouldbe good to see him, catch up a little, figure out if there was a single spark that could be fanned into a conflagration that might help her forget what she would have to give up to stay here.
She gathered up her dishes and took them to the kitchen.
Maybelle Jenkins, whoâd run the Davis household Dinahâs entire