Noble asks.
Ella looks up. âMy test?â
âYour maths re-sit, Ella.â
Ella bites her lip. âOh â yes. Iâve been revising all week.â If Ella goes home now sheâll miss the test, but tests donât matter. Nothing matters now that Mumâs home. And Mum wonât mind her missing some school. When Ella was little, sheâd take her out for special occasions. Sheâd call up school and put on a serious voice and say,
Yes, poor Ella has a temperature,
and sheâd wink at her at the same time and then theyâd go and build a snowman in Holdingwell Park or take the train to London to see the dinosaurs at the Natural History Museum.
Schoolâs not the only place you get an education,
Mum said.
Sheâs the coolest mum in the world,
Ellaâs friends chorused.
But they didnât need to say it: Ella knew that Mum was the coolest â and the best â mum in the world.
The bell rings. The class files out. Ella joins the throng of bodies pushing down the corridor and then ducks out through a side door.
Willa
âWilla? Willa?â
Willa picks up her orange pencil and colours in the doorstep womanâs hair. Itâs the same crayon she uses for her own hair and Mrs Foxâs fur. Ellaâs hair is red too, but itâs a lighter, blonder red, a bit like someone got a splodge of yellow paint (Dadâs hair) and some red paint (Willaâs hair) and mixed it all together. Mummy calls Willaâs hair copper. She says itâs the most beautiful colour in the world, and not to let anyone tell her otherwise.
âWilla? Are you listening?â
Willa hears her name being called but it sounds like itâs coming from the end of a long, long tunnel. Plus, itâs usually safer not to answer because sometimes the voices donât come from the outside, where everyone else can hear them, but from one of the stories in her head â and if Willa talks back to them the boys and girls in her class roll their eyes and whisper.
A hand with a thick gold wedding ring lands on her picture. Willa looks up.
âItâs break time,â says Mr Mann.
Mr Mann is married to a man. He was Ellaâs teacher too.
Willa looks around the empty classroom.
âYou can finish the picture later â Iâll keep it safe for you in my drawer.â
Mr Mann knows that sometimes the other girls take Willaâs pictures and pin them up on the wall and laugh at them.
You need to defend yourself,
says Ella.
You need to say mean things back. Show them that youâre not scared.
But Willa can never think of mean things to say back. Plus, Mummy says that, more often than not, mean people are sad people and that we should feel sorry for them. When Willa explained this theory to Ella, Ella said that it was that kind of thinking that made people walk all over Mummy. Willa didnât think it was fair that the only choices available were (a) being mean, or (b) being walked over.
Willa scratches her scar. Sheâd like to finish the picture now, while she still remembers the doorstep womanâs face and her clothes and her trumpet case and her wheelie suitcase. The woman makes her think of the zillions of pictures of Auntie Norah on Ellaâs bedroom wall. Auntie Norah used to live with Ella and Mummy and Daddy before Willa was born, but now she lives in Australia and canât afford to come and visit because the planeâs really expensive. Maybe sheâs saved up and come over on holiday as a surprise for Ella. Ellaâs always going on about Auntie Norah and how much she loves her and how much Auntie Norah loves her back and how alike they are. If the doorstep lady is Auntie Norah, Willa could give her the picture as a gift and then maybe sheâd love Willa as much as she loves Ella.
Thereâs just one thing that doesnât add up: if the doorstep woman
is
Auntie Norah, why didnât Ella say hello and give her a hug?
Willa