keeps colouring. âAre you going to have an African baby soon?â Willa asks Mr Mann. Sometimes if you can get Mr Mann to talk about things he likes to talk about he gets distracted and forgets about the instructions he gave you. Mr Mann is trying to adopt a baby with his husband because two men canât have babies.
Mr Mann sits on the edge of the desk and sighs. âI donât think weâll get a baby.â
âWhy not?â Willa draws a few grey streaks in No One Womanâs hair.
âThey donât give babies to people who are too old.â
âYouâre not very old.â
âIâm afraid I am.â Mr Mann tugs at a bit of his hair âI have some grey bits, like the woman in your picture.â Then he leans in closer and gasps. âWhoâs in the picture, Willa?â
âNo One Woman.â
His brow goes wrinkly. Maybe he
is
too old to have a baby.
âShe turned up this morning.â
âShe did?â
âYep. Ella wouldnât let me stop to talk to her.â
âOh.â
Mr Mann frowns a serious frown like when heâs explaining something hard in maths or reading a sad bit from a book at story time.
He looks more closely at the picture and blinks. And then he stands up.
âItâll do you good to get some fresh air,â Mr Mann says. âWhy donât you run along? You can finish your picture later.â
Unless itâs snowing or thereâs thunder and lightning, Mr Mann doesnât let them stay in for break. He thinks that fresh air makes their brains work better.
Willa packs up her crayons. She takes an envelope from a pile in her backpack and hands it to Mr Mann along with her picture.
âYou can open it later,â she says.
As she skips out into the playground, Willa glances back into the classroom. Mr Mann hasnât even looked at the envelope she gave him: heâs too busy staring at her picture of No One Woman.
Norah
At the top of the house, Norah opens the door to the attic, which now has a nameplate:
Ellaâs Room
. Norah had spent hours up here with Ella: the floor covered with watercolour paints and brushes, manuscript pages with half-written songs, Louis Armstrong singing of clouds and skies and roses. They would paint and dance and spin round the room as though nothing existed beyond this place.
Something soft brushes Norahâs legs.
âLouis!â She kneels beside him and folds her arms around his neck.
Like Adam, Louis has got skinnier, and his caramel coat is turning silver. But he smells just as she remembers: of earth and sun and rain, of the house, of Adam and Ella and Willa.
Louis nudges the attic door and settles on the bed Norah had put in for the nights when she stayed up late composing.
She looks around the room.
On the bookcase lies the yellow plastic trumpet Ella played as a little girl.
Norahâs Louis Armstrong CDs stand in the same rack in the same corner, and next to them, her old vinyls and her record player. She closes her eyes and remembers the evenings she spent here playing and writing and listening to music.
Her old music stand is full of Ellaâs pieces. Scales. Jazz solos. And then the notation for a song called âMr Fox in the Fieldsâ.
A bottle of Shalimar stands on the dresser. Norah opens it and breathes in the sweet fug of the perfume she still wears.
The wardrobe is stuffed with Norahâs old concert clothes. When she was little, Ella enjoyed trying them on, her skinny limbs drowning in the long silk cuffs and velvet skirts.
There are only a few signs that the room belongs to a teenage girl. Textbooks, highlighters, bits of paper covered with maths problems on the floor by the bed, a stack of running magazines on the windowsill and, on top of those, a poster for the Holdingwell 10k in two daysâ time, the race Norah used to run every year.
Norah picks up a sponsorship sheet stapled to the poster, with words scrawled