boy LeVon.â
For a while I donât hear anything. Then the door opens. She stands before me, a tiny black woman with frazzled hair. She doesnât look too good. Sheâs some kind of user, I think. Maybe not the hard stuff. Maybe just booze. But sheâs not holding down a nine-to-five, thatâs for sure. Sheâs blinking like she hasnât seen daylight in a while.
âWhat you wanna know about LeVon?â she demands.
âI need to find him,â I say. âTerrell and I had a child together sixteen years ago. His name is Dre.â
âIf you woulda come to me first, I woulda told you stay away from Terrell Jones,â Angelique announces. She puts one hand on her hip, and her head starts bopping side to side. âThat fool ainât nothinâ but trouble.â
âI know that,â I say. âHereâs the thing. My son needs blood. And he has a rare blood type. Same kind your son has.â I just told my first lie in years. It doesnât feel great. But itâs only a little one. And Angelique isnât really listening to me anyway. Sheâs the kind of person who only cares about her own problems.
âYeah? You need to find LeVon? Good luck. Only time I ever see that boy is when he wants money. He ainât been around lately âcause I got none to give him. As you can see.â She spreads her arms out, as if to show me her entire life. I look past her into the house. Itâs a mess. Thereâs hardly any furniture. Just a bunch of trash. And lots more empty bottles.
âHow old is your son?â I ask.
âHeâs eighteen. No, wait, heâs nineteen now.â
That means Terrell already had a son when he met me. I never knew that, of course. He didnât say a word.
âTerrell never told me about you,â I say.
âWhere he at? He owes me child support.â
I tell her where Terrell is at. âGood luck getting it,â I add. âHe never paid me a dime either.â
Angelique stares me up and down. For a moment I think sheâs going to get hostile. Iâm her rival in getting child support from Terrell. But then her expression changes.
âWhat do I care? Ainât neither of us ever gonna see a dime from that deadbeat,â she says.
âYeah, youâre right there,â I say. âSome guys oughta just be kept away from women.â
âIâll tell you where LeVon hangs,âshe says. âGo down to the projects here. The one with the big fountain out in front that donât run anymore. You see a bunch of punks hanging around, one of them is LeVon. Thatâs where he is every day.â
I know exactly where sheâs talking about. Itâs one of the most notorious places in the city. Shootings, stabbings, drug deals, you name it. It all goes down at the Fountain.
Normally itâs the kind of place I would steer away from. But if Dreâs life depends on it, Iâm going in, full steam ahead.
âWhatâs he look like?â
âTall like Terrell. Face just like him too. You know Terrell, youâll know LeVon.â
âThank you, Angelique,â I say. And as I turn to leave, I add, âGood luck.â Because I think she needs it even more than I do.
âHey,â she croaks as Iâm walking away.
I turn again. I already know what sheâs going to ask.
âYou think you could help a sister out? Iâm in a bad way. Look at me.â She stares at me with a zombieâs eyes. Sheâs holding her hand out, and itâs trembling. âTerrell left me high and dry,â she says.
Yeah, nineteen years ago , I want to say. What have you done for yourself since then?
Instead I reach into my purse and give her my last five dollars. I seriously cannot afford to do this. And I know sheâs just going to drink it. But I feel like I owe her something.
She snatches the money out of my hand and sticks it inside her bra. She