right forearm. Blood is dripping through her fingers. I can smell it. I can almost taste it. I feel my fangs slide.
I pause to regain control, calling, âGinny!â like I canât spot her toward the front, bent in the aisle.
âOver here,â she says, straightening, her face covered by her honey-colored hair.
I jog to her side. âWhat happened? Did you cut yourself on a chair?â Theyâre old, and the heavy cushioned seats fold down. She couldâve torn her skin on a spring.
âNo.â Ginny lifts her hand from her arm to show me three short, deep scratches. They look like fingernail marks. Sounding mystified, she adds, âIt was like being clawed by the wind.â
Sonia . I catch myself licking my lips. âYou need stitches. Letâsââ
âNo,â Ginny replies. âItâs fine. I was just surprised.â
âItâll scar,â I insist.
âGive me your shirt,â she counters.
âWhaââ
âYour shirt. So I can use it to, you know, apply direct pressure.â
Embarrassed by the misunderstanding, Iâm already unbuttoning by the time sheâs finished the sentence. I fold the material as best I can and tie it around her arm.
âMy hero,â Ginny says again. She rises on her toes to kiss my cheek and, losing her balance, her lips land, lingering, on my throat instead. âAbout that celebration. . . .â
âGo home, Ginny,â I say, moving away.
She looks stricken, like the child she is. âBut. . . .â
I lighten my tone. âI mean, youâd best be getting home.â
I watch her walk up the aisle, fuming, and disappear out the door.
Then a disembodied voiceâsoft, musical, and furiousâwhispers in my ear, âMurderer, murderer, murderer.â
Later, at my uncleâs ranch, I walk to his unmarked grave behind the barn. I buried him deep, wrapped in a Mexican blanket. The ground is bare, packed hard. I try to tell myself itâs more fitting that heâs here instead of at the old cemetery
in town. Uncle Dean loved this land as much as he was capable of loving anything.
The grave unsettles me, though. No stone, no cross. He may not have been a good man, but he was my momâs big brother.
As dawn approaches, I shake off the guilt and go inside.
Now, Iâm surfing the Web at the dining-room table, drinking microwave-heated blood and researching ghosts. Soniaâs history does track with what Iâve learned so far. Her death was traumatic. Her murderer was never caught. In the spirit world, thatâs textbook âunfinished business.â A reason to haunt. And itâs clear that Sonia wants me to know who she isâwriting her initial and giving me the diary are clear enough hints.
According to the newspaper article, though, Sonia was a sweetheart. She used to teach Sunday school and run errands for her elderly neighbors. A quick skim of the diaryâpeppered with initialsâconfirms that she was a good-hearted girl with loopy handwriting and typical teen angst: home-work, a boy (âDâ), a rival girl (âKâ). She adored Elvis (âEâ), had a kitten named Peso (âPâ), and collected toys at Christmas for the poor.
Maybe Sonia thinks Iâm a threat to Ginny, and she wants me to know sheâs on to me. Iâm not sure why she attacked Ginny, though. Maybe in her ghostly state, Soniaâs confused. Or maybe sheâs trying to protect Ginny by scaring her off.
I guess thereâs always the possibility that the Old Love is home to more than one ghost. Katherine, the girl who went missing, is probably K. According to the diary, she and Sonia
didnât get along in life. But thereâs no hard evidence of more than one entity, and the singing voice that lead me to Soniaâs diary in the break room matched the accusing one that whispered âmurderer.â
Besides, how many dead people could