anywhere it would hurt. Rab had no idea what to expect, and his friends hung back, out of danger. Rab only kept at it because he was embarrassed not to. I would hit him with my fist or my lunch box, or Iâd shove my desk right into his hipsâexcept after the first time I did that, he was always ready to hop back, away.
After a while Rab just gave up; they all did. âWho wants to waste time fighting a girl,â he muttered. They groused to themselves, âGirls are crybabies anyway, theydonât fight fair, youâre always never allowed to hurt them. Who cares?â they said.
Orfe raised her face at that and looked at me. I donât know what I looked like, with rage draining out of me, but Orfeâs eyes shone out glad. Thatâs what I mean, I could hear, as clear as if she said it. I think my eyes must have been shining too.
Even though I moved away and left Orfe behind, I didnât forget her. Even if Iâd never seen her again, I would have remembered Orfe. As it was, I wasnât surprised to be the one she asked to go before them when she and Yuri walked out together to be married. I think my eyes must have been shining then too, and I know that Orfe and Yuri radiated a sense of loving that I can still warm my hands at, if I close my eyes and remember.
TWO
I donât remember why I was on that street on that day, at that time. I saw the gathering of people at the same time that I heard the singerâs voice. The song floated like light. Both particle and wave, if light, the song seemed unlike anything else in the sensual world.
The singer stood with bent head, so I could see only a long mass of copper-colored curls. Then she raised her head in a remembered gesture and I recognized Orfe, across all the years.
In jeans, turtleneck, and boots, Orfe could have been taken for a scrawny young man or a slender young woman; it didnât matter which. Her hair spread around her face like a cloud. Her eyebrows were dark, and her narrow nosealmost projected into a hook. When she had finished singing, hands went into pockets and purses to find money to drop into the upturned hat at Orfeâs feet.
Until the crowd had disbanded, Orfe didnât notice me. When she did, she picked up the hat without counting what was in it and came toward me.
I wasnât sure of her then. âOrfe?â
âHave I changed that much?â
I shook my head to say no. âOlder.â
âItâs been years. What did you expect?â
I shook my head again, to clear my thoughts, for wonder. I had never expected anything and certainly notâ
Orfe opened the hat and peered into it. âI can buy you a cup of coffee.â
âMore than one.â I poked my finger at a ten-dollar bill.
âUnh-uh,â Orfe said. âMy room for the night comes out of this, and meals.â
âStay with me,â I invited her. âItâs a dormitory, but Iâve got a single, plenty of floor space.â
She didnât hesitate to accept any more than I had hesitated to ask. âIn that case, I can buy you a sandwich. Arenât you hungry? Donât tell me anything yet, wait until we sit down and I can really pay attentionâand you, you too, you can really payattention. Waitâll you hear whatâs been going on with me.â
I couldnât imagine and, imagining, was already caught up in Orfeâs excitement. But first I had to answer her questions about myself as we ate, and drank glass after glass of iced tea, and talked. âWhy a degree in business?â Orfe asked.
Most people thought that but didnât ask. âI want to earn a good living. Iâm good at management and applied economics, statistics, fitting all the pieces together.â Most people thought that if you were a business major, you werenât their kind of person. âThe workplace is so much of your life, you know? Work is so central, what you do to make your