and enduring the reception without a date to keep her company didnât seem fair, either. So sheâd held off, finding reasons to avoid the conversation.
âThe wedding is next month. Nate and I need to know.â
âHave you asked your sisters or any of your other friends?â
âNo. I asked you. I chose you.â
âBut I canât, Lottie.â
âWhy not?â
âCan you not let this go? Are you that much like your parents?â
âThe Blues usually donât give up pursuit without a good fight. I didnât come here to fight with you, though. Iâm here to tell you that youâre my friend and I want you to be maid of honor.â She averted her eyes then edged away from the punching dummy. âAre you hesitating because of Nate? Do you not approve?â
âWe tabled this issue, didnât we? Nateâs fine.â
âHis familyâs not. His father attempted suicide a few months ago. And his godfatherââ The interior doors to the gymnasium were hauled open and a cluster of people in sweats fiddling with MP3 players, phones and activity trackers trooped inside. âYou know where Iâm going with this.â
And his godfather was arrested. But Gian DiGorgio was a free man again, having been released a few short weeks after being collected in a police cruiser. Joey had followed the developments through federal contacts who knew what was happening before the media could sense it. The manâs high-roller haven casino was up for sale, a technicality had spared him an indictment on illegal gambling dealings and charges involving his attempt to procure a murder had been vacated.
Technicality be damned. The charges should have held up. They were legit, and Joey knew because she had been the one to uncover the unregulated ring Nate Francoâs godfather and father were running out of the DiGorgio Royal Casino.
Sheâd needed those charges to stick. It was more than a matter of gratifying her ego or proving that her investigative skills were top-notch. DiGorgioâs name was a chill skittering down her spine.
âI know exactly where youâre going with this, Lottie, and I wish you wouldnât. Nateâs a good man and he loves you. I pray to Mary that your marriage is a blessed one.â
âBut you donât want to be a part of the wedding.â
Joey rested her hands against the mannequinâs pectorals, leaning on it for support. âI canât.â
âYou wonât,â Charlotte corrected. Her voice was free of accusation, gentle with compassion. âThereâs a difference, Jo.â
âThatâs fair. I wonât do it. I wonât embarrass you with a cane thatâll ruin the outfit.â
âYou look badass with the cane.â
âLooking badass all the time gets tiring. Besides, I have a limp and...and...â
âAnd what?â
âAnd Iâll have no date. Men donât want me because of this cane and because of this limp. When anyone looks past the damage and sees me, I tell myself âOh, Josephine, youâd better not be choosy. Hang on tight âcause another man might not come around.â This is my world, Lottie. Welcome.â Frustrated, Joey pushed against the dummy, landed her uppercut crisply against its jaw. Then came another punch paired with an angry, guttural scream. âSon of a bitch,â she sobbed, staggering back a few steps until she wound up square on her ass on the gymnasium floor. âSon of a bitch !â
âIs she going to be okay?â Joey heard someone ask as she drew up her healthy leg and hugged her knee. Through a tangle of light brown strands she saw a gym employee hovering, his laminated ID badge swinging from a lanyard.
âShe will. Thanks for checking up,â Charlotte answered, kneeling down. âOkay, Jo, what time do you clock in today?â
âNine sharp.â Donât ask