imagine the book she chose.
Marsh and Mrs. Stoa and I went outside after that. âHeâs going to need care,â she told Marsh, like sheâd been a nurse for the last century instead of an English teacher. âI donât think she should be alone with him in a closed room.â
âShe hasnât been,â Marsh said.
âHello,â I said. I waved my hand in front of his face. âNo need to talk about me like Iâm not here.â
âAnd she shouldnât try to take him anywhere.â
âMatti?â They both turned and looked at me.
I said, âOkay,â like they were expecting me to, but it was a dumb thing to ask me to agree to in the first place. Where would I take him?
All the decent boats in the village marina had been moved farther down toward Kingman. The helicopters up the road at X-Treme Ski would have been fun. But it was a hike up there and anyway, they were all out working in the fire effort.
I suppose we could have looked through all the pamphlets on AIDS and teen-aged pregnancy in the rack at the back of our store. Maybe tried out a few elk calls. Or I could have hooked the on-fire guy up to the blood pressure machine. I did that to myself now and then when I was really bored, but I didnât imagine heâd find it entertaining.
After we took Mrs. Stoa home, Marsh said, âThe kid might be up to sitting outside for a bit tomorrow since the air is better. Do you think you could find him some clothes?â
âFrankâs would be too big,â I said, âbut I could go to the Thrift Shop. Do you want them A.S.A.P.?â
âTomorrow will be fine,â Marsh said. âHe needs everything. But not too early.â
I went home right after we talked and got my roller suitcase. I had it packed in case we needed to take off in a hurry, so I emptied it and went to the Thrift Shop in the basement of the Glory Assembly Church.
I didnât have to pick the lock. I knew the key was under the door mat so I used it to let myself in. I wouldnât have broken in anyway. It was a church.
I filled up the suitcase with shirts and shorts and a backpack. I even put in long pants and sweaters for later in the year. I didnât get underwear. I didnât feel right about that. I left an I.O.U. for $20.00 and went home.
My bedroom is on the third floor of the house. I carried the suitcase up the stairs as quietly as I could so Mrs. Stoa wouldnât hear me and want to see everything. After that I sat down on the bed, ticced-off and tried to think of something else to do. I couldnât.
I took the clothes out of the suitcase, refolded them and put them in again.
Then I sat some more.
8
A S ECOND W ORLD
I WAITED AS LONG AS I could the next morning, but I still got to the jail with my suitcase before eight oâclock. Marsh was gone somewhere and the on-fire guy was sitting on the bench outside the jail in an old bathrobe, eating peanut butter and toast and drinking a glass of milk.
âHello,â I said. Then my brain conked out. Itâs harder to talk to someone whoâs actually awake and listening. âWhereâs Marsh?â
âHe went out to check on something.â
âOh,â I said. âI hope youâre not going to ask me if Iâm an angel again.â
The on-fire guy had been looking down at his feet the whole time, like he couldnât believe he actually had two of them. âNo.â He shook his head. âWhy would I do that?â
âI . . . â My face was always turning red around him.. âIâm Matti Iverly. This is Blackstone Village. I live here.â
He turned his head to look at me then. âOkay,â he said. He moved over on the bench. âYou can sit down if youâre not afraid of me.â
âIâm not afraid,â I said. I sat down harder than I meant to. Then I stared off to one side.
âAre you running away from home?â he asked