me after a while. He pointed to the suitcase.
âWhat? Oh,â I said. âNo. These are clothes for you.â
He stuck his bare legs out. They were long and thin and kind of hairy in a golden way. Iâm sure he didnât mean for me to notice that. âThis bathrobe is a little short,â he said.
âYou could try the clothes on if you want to. Only not out here.â I felt dumb and red again after that.
âMaybe Iâll go inside,â he said. He was pretty solid standing up, but I had to help him get the suitcase inside.
I waited for him to come back out. Finally I got up to check and he was on the bed asleep again.
âGive him time,â Marsh said. Heâd finished his errand and was standing behind me. âCome back after lunch.â
I did. The sun was out and it was getting warm again. The two of them were sitting on the bench together this time. Marsh had rigged up a beach umbrella to keep the sun off.
The on-fire guy was wearing green shorts and a grey T-shirt with Blackstone Village Volunteer Fire Dept. on it. Frank had one like it, but his said Chief, of course.
âWhy donât you go for a walk around the building?â Marsh said.
âI thought I couldnât take him anywhere.â
âIâll be right here.â
When the on-fire guy stood up, I saw that he had a piece of rope tied around his waist to hold the shorts up.
âMaybe go back and get something a little smaller, Matti,â Marsh whispered.
âSorry,â I said, but I wasnât apologizing to him.
We walked on a gravel path that went around the building. Marsh couldnât see us when we got on the far side, but we were in the open. We went slowly because the guy was still a little wobbly.
âI need to warn you,â I said, just to be on the safe side, âIâm working on my black belt in Karate.â I didnât say I had about fifteen years to go.
âCongratulations,â the on-fire guy said. Then he sat down on a bench that faced out toward the lake. The water was so smooth that the trees and the mountains and the clouds above them seemed to be floating on top of it. Or else there was a second world just like ours shining up from the bottom of the lake.
âDo you have a cigarette?â he asked me, which ruined the mood.
âIâm fourteen,â I said. âI donât smoke.â
âI think I might.â
âWell, Iâm not getting cigarettes for you so donât ask me to.â I stood up. âNext thing you know youâll want matches, and anything to do with them, you can count me out. Iâm sick of fire.â
I didnât tell him how my mother died. I hardly ever talked to people about that.
âJust asking,â he said.
We walked back to the jail then. He didnât have a lot to say. He usually didnât. He was kind of mysterious in that way, but I still liked going out with him. I can talk enough for two people when I feel like it.
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Y OU D ONâT K NOW W HATâS O UT T HERE
W E WENT OUT A LOT AFTER that. Just short walks to build up the on-fire guyâs strength. I tried to ask questions that would jog his memory while we walked. Like he wore a ring on the thumb of his left hand. It was a silver snake with its tail in its mouth. I asked him where he got it.
âI donât know,â he said. It was his standard answer.
âDo you think maybe someone gave it to you?â He shrugged, and I should have stopped right there. But I tend to push. It can be a failing of mine.
âThose burn marks on the back of your legs are healing up. How did you get them?â
He ran his hands up and down his legs. âI think it was an accident,â he said.
âIt wouldnât happen accidentally in rows like that, would it?â
He pushed his hands down deep into the pockets of his shorts. âI donât remember,â he said. âMaybe I have