was a percussionist in Andrewâs middle-school orchestra last year, when she was in eighth grade. I pictured her whacking a kettledrum with her buzzed-up, bleached punk hair. I pictured Andrew whacking a drum next to Maddie, his hair flopping around. Then I remembered Andrew saying to me at breakfast, âSee you at the concert tonight, right?â
Andrew had been practicing for months to do a piano solo at his spring concert.
âHoly shit. Andrew!â I shouted.
âWhat?â Cody asked.
I looked at my phone. 7:10. There was a text from Jerri. Where are you?
My throat clenched. âOh no. I have to go.â
âYou need a ride?â Cody asked.
I shook my head and jumped out of my seat. Karpinski called after me, âYou still owe for pizza!â
I ran out the door, grabbed my bike out of Codyâs truck and, angry hammy and all, pumped it like a mother all the way to the middle school (going the wrong way up Second Street for half the tripâdumbass cars honking at me).
I was way late. I missed the whole crappy concert. Jesus, I still feel sick about this. Andrew spent half his free time last year writing feltonreinstein.com for me, and what do I do? Forget his whole concert.
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Crap. I have to take a whiz. Someone is going to take my seat (I can see an old man eyeballing it, I swear) and I have to take my carry-on bag into the bathroom where it will absorb weenus germs. Gross.
Okay. Going to do this.
August 15th, 2:50 p.m.
OâHare Airport, Part II
I did not die in the bathroom. Thatâs good, huh? They have these crazy hand dryers in there. Itâs like sticking your hands into a tiny, wicked tornado. Awesome. Your skin blows into crazy ridges.
Some plane to Philadelphia is boarding, so there are plenty of seats for me at the gate. Woo!
Okay. Back to the tragedy of the missed concert.
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Andrewâs concert was getting out right when I got to the middle school. Parents were flowing out. Dorky kids in their high-water black pants and neck-choking white shirts carried violin cases and cello cases. I saw Bony Emily, Andrewâs best friend, walking next to her mom.
âAndrew still here?â I asked.
âNo. He left right away. Nice going, Felton,â she said.
âCrap.â
Mr. Burkholz, the middle-school gym teacher, shouted to me while I rolled past: âNice picture in the paper! Ha-ha!â
My stomach twisted. Jerk. Mr. Burkholz is one of those teachers who could give a shit if jocks are beating up other kids. He treated Cody and Karpinski like they were his best friends when they were like thirteen. I remember him asking them what they did for fun. Seriously. âWhat do you dudes do for fun?â They were thirteen. What a chump, Aleah.
I took off on my bike, then slowed down because I didnât want to actually get home and have to encounter the disappointment of Andrew and the sadness of Jerri. As you know, though, it only takes a few minutes to get from BMS (Bluffton Middle School) to our house, even if youâre going super slow (which you often did on your Walmart bike last summer). I rolled down the main road hill, saw Jerriâs Hyundai parked out on the driveway, swallowed hard, and thought: I have an excuse, right? Aleahâ¦and my hamstring hurts and someone put posters of me up in school.
Jerri and Andrew were up in the living room, having the post-event ice cream. (This is a long tradition, as you know.) Usually Andrew is fairly chattery. Usually he is talking a lot, going over the highlights, talking about who screwed up where, how he couldâve improved his performance, etc. When I climbed up the stairs from the garage and basement, though, there was no talking at all. Andrew and Jerri sat in silence.
Jerri shook her head at me.
Andrew said, âYou missed it.â
âIâ¦I had a bad day.â
âAndrew has been talking about this concert for months,