down, but I could still hear the laughing in the halls and in class, and my hands were trembling with rage (bombed a calc test). Then Reese and Karpinski both made stupid gay sex cracks when I got to chemistry. ( Kill! Kill! ) But, Karpinski also said, âDude, letâs go to Steveâs and plan how youâre gonna get your revenge, man.â
âOkay,â I said. âYes.â
âFreaking punk kids,â Reese said.
âPunk kids?â I asked.
âGus and those guys.â
âGus?â
âOf course, man,â Karpinski said. âWho else would do that shit to you? Dude calls me a honky (Gus still calls townie kids that, Aleah) and crap. Heâs the only one of those dicks who isnât afraid of me.â
âGus?â I said again.
Gus. Gusâ¦for a moment I wanted to wrap up in blankets and lie down in a corner somewhere. Gus.
After school, while I was heading into the locker room for track practice, I saw Gus and Maddie laughing in the commons. Maddie waved at me and said, âHi, Felton!â really sarcastically and then my guts just tightened up so much I thought Iâd get sick and I sort of scuttled away. He and Maddie totally laughed behind me.
Gus. Poor guy.
I didnât stay after track practice to do extra running and stretching like I usually do. My hamstring hurt. Plus, during track practice I moved from wanting to wrap in a blanket to very big anger. It wasnât about the poster anymore. It was about Gus, who betrayed me! Youâve betrayed me! I hissed inside my monkey head.
I will throw you in the Mississippi and watch you float away.
After practice, I threw my bike in the back of Codyâs pickup truck and went to Steveâs Pizza with Karpinski, Cody, and Reese.
We ordered pizza at 6:25 or so. (Something important was happening at 6:30, of course. Andrewâs concert. Crap.)
While we waited for the pizza to come, Karpinski went over options for getting revenge on Gus for putting up the porny pic, even though there was no confirmation that Gus had done it.
Karpinski suggested the following: slash Gusâs car tires, beat Gus up in the bathroom, break Gusâs car windows, kidnap Gus and throw him in a wet ditch, piss on Gusâs locker, tie Gus to a tree, etc.
Reese nodded thoughtfully.
I stared at Karpinskiâs forehead, occasionally wincing (but still very, very angry at Gus and ready for some kind of action).
Cody, who is a better human being, shook his head, no .
The pizza came and we ate in silence for a while. Then Karpinski said, âToilet paper, dudes. Weâll cover his whole house.â
Reese said, âYeah. That way no one gets hurt, but we send a message not to screw with Felton.â
I liked the idea. Gus should know that I travel with a posse. âThat actually makes sense,â I said.
Then I thought: Gusâs house? My best friendâs house? The house where Aleah lived last summer when Gus was out of the country? The house my dad hung out in when he was alive? Trash it? Then I pictured Gusâs mom, Teresa, out there pulling wads of wet toilet paper out of her bushes, wondering why the world is such a terrible place.
âWait, I donât knowâ¦â I said.
âOf course you donât,â Cody said.
âI know,â Karpinski said. âI completely know.â
âNo. It probably wasnât Gus. Felton and Gus have been buddies forever. Just relax.â Cody shook his head.
âThatâs bullshit,â Karpinski said, stuffing more pizza in his mouth. âHeâs the only one, man.â Pizza popped out of his mouth.
âIsnât that Maddie chick one of Andrewâs friends?â Reese asked. âWould she really be mean to Felton?â
Itâs true, Aleah, Maddie, Gusâs girlfriend, and Andrew are friends.
âYou are so dang wussy,â Karpinski said, shaking his head at Reese, pizza bits firing onto the table.
Maddie