clouds began to roll in and a light mist fell. They sought shelter under the awning of a bus stop. Phinn cleared the trash off the bench and they sat down.
âI met your brother Micah when I got to the party,â Phinn told her. âHe seems like the introspective type.â
âHeâs always been shy, but heâs also really talented. I guess he takes after my mom. He loves comic books and heâs been working on a graphic novel for a while.â
Wylie left out Micahâs therapist visits over the years, all the diagnoses heâd been given, and all the Ritalin and antidepressants heâd consumed. And she didnât breathe a word of that night a couple years ago, when sheâd snuck a bottle of whiskey into Micahâs room and gotten him drunk while their parents had their worst fight ever. And the fact that since that night, he never left the house without his flask.
âAnd what about your parents now,â Phinn asked. âAre they happily married?â
Wylie laughed. She debated making up a story about how in love they still were, but there was no way sheâd get through it with a straight face.
âTheyâre in the process of getting divorced, which means weâre in the process of picking which one we want to live with.â
âSo, whoâs the chosen one?â Phinn asked.
âIâd rather run away from home than live with either one of them. I wish I was old enough to live by myself.â
Wylie made no mention of her dadâs affair. It felt wrong to tell Phinn something sheâd never had the courage to tell her brothers, especially since she had only found out by accident. Sheâd gone to her dadâs office late one night to surprise him and saw him kissing another woman through the open crack of the door. Wylie had slipped away before they noticed her. She tried not to get lost in the memory.
âWhat about you? Tell me about your life,â she asked.
âWhat do you want to know?â Phinn responded.
âI donât knowâwhatâs your biggest fear?â
Wylie had been trying to come up with a more interesting question than the old standbys of âWhere do you goto school?â and âWhat do you do for fun?â but Phinn answered as if heâd expected this exact line of questioning.
âGetting old.â
Wylie nodded. âYet another thing we have in common.â
Phinnâs excitement was infectious as the words poured out of him, and Wylie could relate to almost everything he said. Phinn confessed he would rather die young than grow old, because old people were cynical and bitter and couldnât take care of themselves anymore.
âIâve never been all that interested in the confines of convention,â Phinn continued. âHigh school, college, job, wife, kids, grandkids, nursing home, death. I could live without all of it.â
The buzz of Wylieâs phone interrupted their conversation. She checked her texts and found messages from Micah, as well as one from Vanessa, making sure she was okay.
Never been better,
she quickly texted back.
She wanted to stay, but it was getting late and she needed to get back to the party.
âI know that look,â Phinn said. âYouâre about to break my heart by telling me you have to go.â
âI am,â she responded, and then before she knew the words were coming out, âDo you want to come with me?â
âI canât, Wylie. I was supposed to be home hours ago. But,â he continued, âthereâs one last thing I want to do with you before I go.â
Wylie waited for him to lean in or pull her face toward him for a kiss, but instead, he reached into his back pocket and took out a small pouch that looked like it had been woven out of reeds. He tilted it, revealing a bundle of tiny royalblue flowers unlike any sheâd ever seen before. Phinn gently took her hand and placed a flower in the center