plant some grass and watch it grow. Maybe hold turtle races down at the nursing home.â
Despite her sarcasm, I couldnât help but smile. âWhat do you think, sis? Do we have a deal?â
Nicole was quiet for a long moment, and though I couldnât read her expression, I had no doubt what was going through her mind. This line I had drawn in the sand made me both her dearest friend and her greatest enemy.
âMaybe,â she said at last. âBut I want it on record that youâre a big meanie.â
I chuckled. âI am. And Iâm so sorry. But thatâs how it has to be for now, you know? Boundaries and all that?â
She shrugged, looking away.
âSo is it a deal?â I cajoled, reaching out and taking her hand in mine. âIâll get you all your favorite foods. Pop-Tarts. Strawberry milk. Macaroni and cheese.â Leaning closer, I added, âYou can pick the board games. You can control the remote. You can even eat the marshmallows out of the Lucky Charms, and I wonât say a word.â
Again she met my eyes, but this time I could see she was trying not to smile.
âOkay, I accept. Iâll be a good girl,â she said.
And in the moment, at least, I believed her.
Convincing Nana to go along with the plan ended up being not nearly as difficult as I had expected. A part of her seemed relieved, and that made me nervous. If she felt overburdened by Nicoleâs care in a mansion this big with a full staff and everything, how much harder was it going to be for me in my tiny carriage house with just a single daytime aide for help?
Then again, Nana wasnât exactly a spring chicken. Perhaps at her age just the responsibility was burden enoughâand that was something I felt fully equipped to handle. My new job as an individualized education program coordinator had turned out to be a lot less demanding than the one Iâd held for the past year in my postdoctoral internship at a childrenâs clinic. That internship had kept me running from morning to night. In comparison, this new job was a walk in the park, a true nine-to-fiver that had felt almost like a vacation thus farâwhich was something I sorely needed after the craziness of the past year. But I knew that once I finished catching my breath, this new job would likely grow less than satisfying. I wanted to work with children, but these days I spent most of my time with reports and papers and other adults. Eventually, if things didnât change, I would need to move on.
Right now, however, this current situation might prove to be a real blessing because it freed me up as much as possible to focus on my sister. This time a year ago, no way could I have taken care of her. But now, I would be available from five in the evening till nine in the morning and all day Saturdays and Sundays, no problem.
And wasnât that just how God worked? Here Iâd been concerned about my employment not being challenging enough when, in fact, that was exactly what I needed in order to care for Nicole.
By the time Nana and I finished hammering out the details, including Inezâs continued employment for the time being, I was feeling good about everything.
âOne last matter,â Nana said as she settled comfortably into her chair. âDo you remember how much you girls enjoyed reading the journal of Catherine Talbot?â
âOf course.â The journal had been written by my eleven-greats grandmother in 1685 when she was just eighteen years old, during a time that Huguenots were being persecuted in France for their faith. It told of her courage and determination and had made for a fascinating and inspiring read.
âWell,â Nana continued, âit recently struck me that thereâs something else you really should see that is related to Catherine. Information about her daughters.â
âHer daughters?â Ithought for a moment. Though Catherineâs journal only covered