wrong with good old plaster of paris?â Nana had cried. âAt least itâs white, unlike this ridiculous pair of oversized Popsicles.â
âOh, Mom, itâs what all the kids are doing these days,â my father had said, trying to calm her down but causing a quick jab to my gut. How many times had he uttered that sentiment?
âSheâs drunk? Oh, well. Itâs what all the kids are doing these days.â
âMoving in with some guy? I suppose thatâs the way kids are these days.â
âArrested for possession? Itâs okay, honey. I think it happens to a lot of kids these days.â
Shaking those thoughts from my mind, I focused on the girl in front of me. âHow are you feeling?â I asked. âThink youâll be up to making the big shift by Saturday?â
To my surprise, Nicoleâs face fell. âSaturday?â she whimpered, and in that moment I realized sheâd thought I would be taking her back with me tonight. How very much like my sister to expect the thing she wanted without giving any thought to the complicated logistics involved.
Trying not to sound aggravated, I explained I needed time to shift stuff around in my apartment and make room for her, plus weâd have to get a bed delivered, plus Nana and I needed to work out the details of her care.
She huffed. âFine. Just donât leave me here any longer than that.â
âI wonât, I promiseâas long as youâre sure you still want to come once you hear my ground rules.â
Ahardness passed across her eyes, but she was in no position to refuse. If she really wanted out of here, this was the price sheâd have to pay.
âGo ahead,â she said with a heavy sigh.
âI just have three rules, but theyâre nonnegotiable. First, no visitors or phone calls except those preapproved by meâand Iâm not approving anyone who might come in and slip you some drugs, so donât even ask.â
âHow am I going to call anyone anyway?â she retorted. âMy phone got busted up in the crash.â
âYou have the burner phone Nana gave you.â
âYeah, but without my contacts, what good does it do?â
I hesitated, realizing sheâd never bothered to memorize her friendsâ numbers. I would check the activity on her device periodically just to make sure, but I had a feeling rule one was probably a nonissue for now. Deeply relieved, I continued with my list.
âSecond, youâll do thirty meetings in thirty days. Between Narcotics Anonymous and Celebrate Recovery, Iâve found plenty to choose from. You can start next week.â
âNext week ? My casts donât come off for another month.â
âDoesnât matter. Nana said the doctor just cleared you for moderate activity.â
âYeah, but he meant like physical therapy. Not trudging down to some church basement to talk about my feelings and sing âKumbayaâ with a bunch of other losers.â
She was trying to be funny, but her words broke my heart. âYouâre no loser, Nicole.â
âYeah, yeah,â she said. âWhatâs the third rule?â
âAs soon as your casts come off, youâll get a jobâpreferably with me. I talked to my supervisor this afternoon and lined one up for you if you want it. Itâs just clerical-type stuff, but you can work from a seated position, it pays hourly, and the schedule would be flexible enough to accommodate your meetings, physical therapy, and endurance level.â
She didnât reply.
âAnd thatâs it. Respect my home and my things, and in return Iâllhappily share with you what I have. Iâll take the best care of you I know how, and Iâll do it without judgment or criticism or, uh, hairdressers. If you play your cards right,â I teased, âI might even teach you how to knit.â
âWhy stop there?â she snapped. âWe could