that easy, musical laughter that used to come so easily. The laugh reminiscent of a few years ago, before life got so complicated. Before everything changed because of one rainy night and one bad decision on his part.
Will reached forward and tucked the blanket tighter around Melissaâs feet, covering her toes that peeked out from under the edge of the fringed quilt. Sitting with her here, both of them on the couch, surrounded by pillows and snacks, almost made him forget she was paralyzed.
Almost.
The wheelchair by the edge of the sofa was a stark reminder, as was the lower placement of the light switches on the wall and the ramp heâd built to the front door.
âNot the wedding.â Knock on wood. Just let Adam get that idea next. He definitely didnât need his best friend getting any crazy matchmaking schemes. âOnly the wedding cake.â And the other prewedding events, which apparently involved even more desserts, but he wouldnât think of all that yet. Charlotte could help figure that out . . .
âYou know the cake is like the secondary star of the show, right? Next to the dress.â Melissa nibbled another bite of her cookie, then pulled it away and studied it. âAre you trying to make me fat, by the way? Itâs not like I can go jog this puppy off my hips.â
She grinned, her bright green eyes twinkling, but Will was reminded once again that her handicap still bothered him a lot more than it bothered her.
But thatâs because she didnât have the guilt of it weighing on her shoulders, a constant shadow by day and heavy ache by night. He shifted on the couch, simultaneously glad she could joke about it but wishing she wouldnât. It was awkward. It hurt.
He couldnât fix it.
Growing up, heâd fixed all of Melissaâs problems. Thatâs what a big brother should do. Broken doll? Superglue. Friend mad at her? Make prank phone calls. Boyfriend trouble? Fistfight in the parking lot. It was always easy.
But this . . .
He tried to shake it off. âWhatever. You weigh, what? A hundred and ten pounds? Your weekly snickerdoodles arenât going to hurt.â His sister was tiny. Heâd always been able to throw her over his shoulder whenever he wanted.
Well, until the last two years, anyway.
âWill. Come on, now. Stop it.â Melissaâs voice, so much like their late motherâs, softly pulled him back from the brink. âI think this wedding will be good for you. You need to do . . . stuff. Things. Anything , really.â She reached over and squeezed his hand, just like she did that time they went to the state fair when she was five and she was afraid sheâd get lost. Like she did during that scary movie heâd talked her into seeing in the theater six Halloweens ago. Like she did at their motherâs funeral.
Like sheâd done when he stood by her hospital bed after the accident.
âYouâre turning into a hermit.â She wrinkled her nose at him. âAnd itâs not flattering.â
âHey now, enough with the insults.â But inside, he was just grateful she still had a sense of humor. She could call him anything she wanted and heâd embroider it on a pillow. What Melissa wanted, Melissa got. It was his job to see that happen.
Which was precisely why he didnât have time for this wedding, or anything else that didnât involve paying the bills and making sure Melissa had everything she needed.
âMaybe not a hermit. But youâre heading toward antisocial at best. Itâs not healthy.â She settled back against her nest of pillows. âYou donât even work anymore. Besides part-time personal training.â
âI just do that to kill time until I decide whatâs next.â Will had cut back to reserves after Melissaâs accident, so he could be around when she needed him. Thankfully, heâd been wise with his finances over the years and had been