felt like an ironing board, but I had to say something. âWhat do you mean, connections?â
âA suicide on Bunker Hill, a dead musician in hock to the bookies, and a spic dismemberment down in the Flats. And Frank St. Claire knew them all.â
âI meet people in my job, I donât know them. Except for Mr. John.â
âJohn Casaroli jumps off the roof and you inherit. Why? Tell me that. Make it sound good.â
âI really donât know.â
âA couple of bright boys were seen hanging around there. Friends of yours?â
âI donât have any friends since Mr. John died.â
âYou create a disturbance at the Clark home while a service is going on. No respect for the dead, it seems. Whyâs that?â
âI was doing my job, how could I know?â
âThe widow says you told her to hand over the clarinet. Says you threatened her.â
âSheâs lying. She gave it to me.â
âWhy would she lie?â
âI donât know.â
âAll right, Utah Street. Some character slices this guyâs arm off and beats him with it. Thereâs blood on the walls. Maybe it spells âbook,â maybe he was overdue at the library, I wouldnât know. But, hereâs Frank St. Claire at the scene, within minutes, and thatâs just one too many times in my book.â
âThe supervisor makes all the decisions. I think he was punishing me for the trouble with Howdy Clark. Nobody wants to work the Flats.â
The detective got up. âNobodyâs as dumb as you act,â he said. He left the room. After a while, an officer in uniform came and took me down the hall to another room. A man in a white coat was seated behind a desk. He told me to sit down and relax. Relax! How could I?
âIâm Dr. Sonderborg,â the man said. âIâm going to ask you some questions.â
âIâve done nothing,â I said.
âBegin, if you will, by telling me about yourself. Anything that comes to mind.â
âNothing comes to mind.â
âI see youâre a single man, living alone. Do you have a girlfriend?â
âI know a girl. I know three girls altogether, but I recently met one in particular.â
âTell me about her. Whatâs her name?â
âRene. She runs a beauty parlor on Olive and Fifth.â
âIs she kind to you, is she affectionate? Responsive?â
âShe says I might be a mad dog from hell. âThe juryâs out,â is how she puts it.â
âAnd that makes you angry.â
âNo.â
âWould you say her behavior towards you is cruel? Belittling?â
âOh, no. Sheâs really a nice person.â
âDo you ever ask her to hurt you, to punish you?â
âWhat? What is this, who are you?â Maybe the police are crazy, I thought.
âDo you hate the police?â
âNo.â
âAre you plotting against the government of the United States?â
âNo.â
âAre you a Communist?â
âWhatâs that?â I said. The doctor pushed a button on the desk and the detective came in the room.
âWhat do we got?â he asked.
âWhy do you waste my time? Get him out of my office. Drop him off in Griffith Park. I went to medical school for eight years, Spangler. Eight goddamn years.â
âAnd you got a very tough job here, Sonderborg,â Spangler said with obvious distaste.
Detective Spangler gave me back my briefcase and told me not to leave town. I left the police building and walked up the Hill. The police believe everything is a pattern. Once they see a pattern, they think they know it all, and they think they got you. Thatâs not the way life is. Take it from me, life is random and inscrutable, like the City Directory . Or my name isnât St. Claire, Frank, chkr, Alta Vista Apts 255 Alta Vista Ave., Ls Angls.
Who do you know that I don ' t?
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