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smell of bourbon was overwhelming and the driver’s seat was sticky. She noticed the purse and rescued it from the damp floorboard. Moon jumped in over her and got in the backseat, sniffing and barking. Jameson replaced the items that toppled from the purse and fished around for a wallet. She pulled out a fancy snakeskin that contained an astonishing number of credit cards and cash. “I knew you had a wealthy family,” she said to Moon. She found the driver’s license. “Devon,” Jameson breathed. “Shadow Wolf.” Moon barked and stomped her foot. “Wow, Shadow Wolf is your owner.” Moon barked once and with vehemence. “So beautiful,” Jameson smiled, remembering. “But not so good on the icy roads.” She found the cola can and smelled it. “Drinking and driving, not a good idea anyway, downright reckless on Elk’s Pass Bridge this time of year.” She assessed the interior of the car, stunned to find the keys still in the ignition. “There’s no sign she’s been hurt,” she announced. She found a flashlight in the rear hatch and trained it along the passenger side of the vehicle. It was obvious what happened and how the impact tossed Moon out of the open window. “You’re one tough pup,” Jameson noted, trailing the beam down the embankment. “That’s quite a fall, seventy feet I’d say. My guess is Devon went down there looking for you.” Moon stood and peered over the railing. She looked at Jameson and whined. “Don’t worry, she won’t be hard to find. I know this area like the back of my hand. After all it’s my own backyard.” Moon barked in clear agreement. “I think I should get her car off the road, take it back to my place. It’s not safe here.” Moon jumped into the Range Rover and waited for Jameson. Moon seemed solemn as she sat next to Jameson. Although familiar aromas surrounded her, she seemed more forlorn than before. Jameson watched as Moon pressed the window button with her paw and watched it go down. She watched it go back up. She looked over at Jameson and barked twice. “Sorry, Moon. Trust me. I grew up roaming these woods. If she’s out there, I will find her.” She locked the window and scratched Moon’s ears. “Do you trust me?” Moon barked once. Jameson drove the short distance back to the store and parked the Range Rover in the back by the greenhouse. She led Moon in through the back of the store and finished preparing the hamburger from earlier. Jameson added some kava kava and mixed in a few drops of Star of Bethlehem extract to help Moon deal with her stressful day. She placed the plate on the floor. “I’m going to grab a few supplies, enjoy your dinner, and try to relax for a while, okay?” Thank you, my sister. “For what?” You are generous to feed me. I like you very much. You smell nice, like a fresh bath and the flowers Devon always keeps on her night tables . Jameson sat on the kitchen floor next to Moon, not surprised that she had spoken, only that it took her that long to do it. Your eyes are warm and kind, but in their depths is immense sadness. I can see the sorrow. It clings to you like a murky shadow. Sometimes, like when you were cooking the hamburgers or inspecting Devon’s car, the sadness goes away, but mostly it’s there. “I guess I am sad,” Jameson admitted. I would be fierce for you. I am not supposed to be ferocious. I am not to show my teeth or to growl. Devon said it is bad manners. I am a wild animal and that is sometimes my nature. “Yes, you are more wild than tame. You are a high content hybrid although you don't look like it. I understand it is difficult for you to suppress your feral temperament and I apologize for domesticating your species. Do you understand why?” So humans can learn. “That’s right.” Jameson grinned at how daintily Moon ate. “You do have very nice manners,” Jameson joked. Thank you. Moon followed Jameson through the swinging door and left the kitchen