urgently. âDonât argue with a policeman.â
âHeâs the one whoâs arguing,â she whispered back. And he was. Sloan seemed to be going out of his way to be short with her. Maybe she couldnât blame him. The last time theyâd spokenâwhen sheâd told him she couldnât see him anymoreâtheyâd left the broken pieces of their relationship, sharp as shattered glass, between them.
When Sloan pulled up to the front door of the church, Lana pondered how to end this odd encounterwith a man whoâd once meant so much to her. Heâd filled her fantasies. Heâd taken her virginity.
Then she laughed silently at herself, though it was a forced laugh. All those memories were water under the bridge, a lifetime ago. She had other things to worry aboutâlike making an appearance at one of her best friendsâ wedding.
âThanks, Sloan.â She quickly gathered up her shoes and handbag. âYouâre a lifesaver.â
âAnything for a damsel in distress,â he said, echoing her earlier thoughts about knights in shining armor. But there was an edge to his rejoinder, undercurrents Lana couldnât quite put her finger on.
Having run out of things to say, she flashed him a smile, dragged her mesmerized son out of the backseat, and fled into the church.
Sloan could only shake his head as he watched the woman run into the church, creating a wake of green velvet. How many times had he fantasized about having Lana Walsh in his patrol car?
He shook his head again, certain heâd never visualized the scenario that had just taken place. Before heâd known her, his adolescent dreams about a blond cheerleader had involved seduction and conquest. Sheâd been like a golden trophy in his mind, a symbol of everything he didnât and never would have. Although she hadnât exactly been rich, her family was from old money. She wasnât for the likes of him, heâd been told over and over in one way or another. Heâd been just abad kid from the poor side of town, and nice things were never a part of his life.
But heâd had her briefly, unexpectedly. Theyâd met at the local library, of all places, when sheâd been researching a term paper and heâd been hiding in the stacks, reading. Thatâs where he hung out a lot, voraciously reading anything that had to do with travel, adventure, life in the city. Anything that could take him away from the hell of the here and now. Mostly no one noticed.
But Lana did. That meeting had launched a three-week relationship that still stood out crisp and clear, an interlude of intense feeling standing out in harsh relief against the backdrop of emotionless detachment that his life had become. Heâd let her see him as no one else hadâcurious, vulnerable, a boy with dreams. And heâd seen Lana as no one else had, freed from the stiff cloak of respectability and perfection that had nearly smothered her. Or so it had seemed.
Her abrupt kiss-off had convinced him the whole thing had been a meaningless game to her. Sheâd been slumming, that was all. Heâd been a fool to think he could ever be important to a girl like that.
Heâd grown up since then, knew that not everyone judged a person by his family or his bank account. His years in Dallas had given him a different perspective. Heâd turned his life around and, when heâd returned to Destiny a few months before, heâd been able to do so with dignity. The community, even those who remembered his less-than-sterling past, had welcomed himback and now showed him some measure of respect, in deference to the uniform.
But Lana â¦Â one look at her and he was plunged into the memories of what it felt like to be an outsider, a confused kid whoâd been given an ice cream cone on a hot day, only to fumble and drop it onto the pavement.
She was something else. Lana had married the bank