her eyes. âYou want us to go fight him?â offered Colton, brandishing his sword.
âHii-yah!â Seven-year-old Raine kicked his foot high in the air. Little Davis tried a kick too, and fell on his behind.
âWe can do it! We can beat him. We can make him sorry,â said Joseph, who was nine.
Angel sniffled and shook her head. She gave our brothers a small crooked smile.
âMaybe you should all go outside and play,â I suggested. âYou can make sure there arenât any wild dogs ready to attack, or any mountain lions. You can keep us safe that way.â
âYah!â said Colton. âCome on, Raine. Letâs save our family from wild animals.â
âIâm the oldest, so I get to be the mountain lion and chase you. Grrrr,â cried Joseph, running out the door growling.
Angel sat in the chair where Kelvin had been. I turned back to the stove, added salt to the water, and turned on the burner. âWant to talk?â I asked.
Angel shook her head, but then she said, âI donât know what to do.â
âHeâll cool off. Eventually.â Too bad, though. I wished heâd keep stomping. I wished his anger would take him so far away that he couldnât get back.
âItâs not that,â she said. She toyed with some crumbs on the table, using her fingers to brush them into a little pile. âHe wants me to move in with his mum and sisters. He says thereâs more room there, and we can be together all the time.â
âBut you canât do that,â I said. I felt panicky at the thought of her going to stay with Kelvin forever.
She looked at me with sad eyes. âBut Iâm nearly eighteen, and I have his baby. Weâre a family, kind of. He says he loves me, and he wants us to live like a real family, and thereâs no room for him here.â She spread the crumbs back across the table, then started gathering them up again. âIâd like us to be a family, too. I donât want to stay with his family, but I donât think I have a choice. There is nowhere else for us to go.â
âBut Angel, we are your family too, and we love you and Kayden. Besides, Mum needs you.â
âI wouldnât be very far away. I could still come over and help.â
âBut what about school? What about college? What about becoming a nurse so you can really help people?â
âKelvin says to forget about college. He says Iâm not smart enough to get in, and even if I was smart enough to finish high school and got good enough grades, Iâd never survive in the city. He says people there will pick on me because Iâm First Nations, and theyâll treat me badly, no matter what I do. He says if I try living in the white world, Iâll be destroyed, the way his father was. Sometimes I think heâs right. I donât want to go to the city, especially by myself.â
Steam was rising from the boiling water and clattering the lid. I jumped up to grab it, then sat at the table again with my sister.
âLook at me, Angel, and promise. Promise me you wonât do anything yet.â
âI donât think I can promise.â Her head was down, and her voice was choked. âKelvin keeps pressuring me, and heâs stronger than me, you know?â
âYouâre wrong. Youâre stronger, Angel. Youâre smarter, too.â
âYou would say that.â She smiled her sad, crooked smile, but tears were streaming down her face. âYouâre my best sister and my best friend.â
âBut itâs true. Look at how well you do in school when you have time to study. Youâre a lot smarter than Kelvin, and youâre loving, too. Kahasi says thereâs a lot of strength in loving. Itâs stronger than steel.â
I reached out to take her hand. Kayden slapped her tiny hand on top as if we were players on a team, getting ready to win. I hoped that Angel could win.