lonely she was. She talked to Geoff and customers at work but when she went home she had no one for company other than Sassy. She raised her face to the sun, letting its strong rays soak away some of her sadness. It was late when they started back, and Sassy was restless. She kept moving in the tote, and barking at people who passed by. Sophie knew it was because they had stayed too late at the park and Sassy was hungry and irritated but it didn’t make it any easier to hang onto her. At one point she leashed her and tried walking her to see if that would calm her down, it didn’t so she put her back in the tote where she wriggled and yowled until they reached home. She fed Sassy and immediately afterwards the canine curled up in her bed and went back to sleep. Sophie peeked into her almost bare cabinets, looking for some dinner for herself. Her kitchen was very small and so was her appetite so she had taken to buying food on a day-to-day basis. Her cabinet held a packet of Ramen noodles, a can of ravioli and a pound cake. The fridge had an overripe avocado, a cup of pudding from her lunch the day before and salad that had turned brown and limp. Giving up she took her keys and purse and headed out into the darkness to buy food.
*** Kane had given in. In his bedroom he toweled his just showered body off and then dressed in black jeans, a black t-shirt and his boots. He didn’t pack a bag for the club, telling himself that all he wanted to do was watch, he had not ever picked up anyone he didn’t know for casual play and he didn’t intend to do so then. He just needed to reconnect, to be around others like himself. He headed out, walking down the darkening avenues, enjoying the smells of the city. He had grown up in Austerlitz and had always longed for the excitement of the city. He had never been sorry about the move; there was something about the pulse of life there, something so raw and vital that it called out to him. A young woman with a shaven head and tight leather leggings strolled past him, her perfume making a sharp and momentary exclamation in the air. Traffic gnashed and slowed and the man at the stand selling roasted nuts waved a hand at him, bringing the smell of sticky honey and almonds his way. Neon bounced and wavered, from the doorways of restaurants people called out to each other, yelled at taxis or simply let the warm and scented air out into the night. Men in business suits carried on conversations with each other and tourists stood gawking past the hot white lights blazing from the storefronts to the expensive merchandise within. People drifted in huge shoals, and he let himself be carried along. His thoughts refused to coalesce and he didn’t force them to, he just walked and enjoyed the city. The club was inside a large warehouse that had been converted for its use over a decade before. The door was small, discreet, tucked into a wall. There were no visible signs that anything was going on in there. He rang the bell and waited.
*** Sophie had decided to treat herself so she had her dinner in a small and quiet Italian restaurant where the helpings were huge and the bill reasonable. She pushed her plate back, eyeing the scraped clean surface a bit regretfully. The vegetable lasagna had been bursting with flavors she had never had before: ricotta and zucchini and tarragon, the bread had been warm and crusty and the salad crisp and tasty. She drank the last of her coffee and paid her check, leaving a generous tip for her waitress, who smiled at her in thanks. Out on the street she found herself confused. She had been walking a bit aimlessly, and the restaurant was not on a street she was familiar with. She went down a nearly deserted side street, came into a dead end and backtracked her way back to a major avenue that she knew. She had turned down a smaller street and was nearing home when she saw him.
*** He had made the kill three hours before and he was weary and ready to