said.
âShe might have been blackmailed. She might have been coerced. For all we know, she was working undercover for the police, which they would never admit.â
âWhat makes you say that?â For the first time, she was sounding âoff,â and I felt myself step back, viewing her with caution.
âBecause weâd sue them, thatâs why. If she got killed in the line of duty? Weâd go after them.â
I sat and stared at her. âJanice, I worked for the Santa Teresa Police Department myself for two years. Theyâre serious professionals. They donât enlist the services of amateurs. In a vice investigation? I find that hard to believe.â
âI didnât say they
did
. I didnât accuse anyone because that would be slander or libel or one of them. Iâm just telling you whatâs possible.â
âSuch as?â
She seemed to hesitate, thinking about it. âWell. Maybe she was about to blow the whistle on whoever made the film.â
âTo what end? Itâs not against the law to make a pornographic film these days.â
âBut couldnât it be a cover for something else? Some other kind of crime?â
âSure, it
could
, but letâs back up a minute and let me play devilâs advocate here. You told me the cause of death was undetermined, which means the coronerâs office couldnât say with any certainty what she died of, right?â
Reluctantly. âThatâs right.â
âHow do you know she didnât have an aneurysm or astroke or a heart attack? With all the allergies she suffered, she might have died from anaphylactic shock. Iâm not saying youâre wrong, but youâre making a big leap here without a shred of proof.â
âI understand. I guess it sounds crazy to you, but I know what I know. She was murdered. Iâm absolutely sure of it, but I canât get anyone to listen, and what am I supposed to do? Iâll tell you something else. She had quite a lot of money at the time she died.â
âHow much?â
âClose to five hundred thousand dollarsâ worth of stocks and bonds. She had some money in CDs, but the bulk was in securities. She had five or six different savings accounts, too. Now whereâd she get that?â
âHow do you think she acquired it?â
âMaybe somebody paid her off. To keep quiet about something.â
I studied the woman, trying to assess her powers of reasoning. First, she claimed her daughter was being blackmailed or coerced. Now she was suggesting she was guilty of extortion. I set the issue aside temporarily and shifted my focus. âHow did the police react to the tape?â
Dead silence.
I said, âJanice?â
Her expression was stubborn. âI didnât take it to them. I wouldnât even show it to Mace, because heâd die of embarrassment. Lorna was his angel. Heâd never be the same if he knew what sheâd done.â She picked up the tape and put it back in the paper bag, folding the top down protectively.
âBut why not show it to the cops? At least it would give them a fresh avenue . . .â
She was already shaking her head. âNo, maâam. No way. Iâd never in this world turn it over to them. I know better.Thatâs the last weâd ever see of it. I know it sounds paranoid, but Iâve heard of cases like this. Evidence they donât like disappears into thin air. Get to court and itâs mysteriously vanished. Period, end of paragraph. I donât trust police. Thatâs the point.â
âWhy trust me? How do you know Iâm not in cahoots with them?â
âI have to trust someone. I want to know how she got into this . . . blue movie stuff . . . if itâs why she was killed. But Iâm not trained. I canât go back in time and figure out what happened. I have no way to do that.â She took a deep