again. Even Tomâs parents, who were in their late seventies, would not be left out. Duringmonths when birthdays, anniversaries, and holidays were thin, the elderly Novaks invented occasions. Recently theyâd hosted a barbecue to celebrate the first anniversary of their new barbecue.
As much as Tomâs family embraced her, Geneva was an outsider. Her family was too different. Helen had named her four children after European cities to give them the sophistication lacking in their one-horse South Carolina town. But to Geneva their names had come to represent their distance from their mother and one another. She hadnât seen Paris in ten years, and Florence, two years younger than Paris, rarely left Manhattan. Only Geneva and Dublin phoned and visited each other regularly. If it werenât for her brother, she might as well have no family of her own.
âYou stay with the kids, Tom. Iâll be fine. Really.â
âSheâll be glad you came. Youâll see.â
She smiled at his insistence on remaking her mother into a version of his. Or maybe he believed her mother could change. Geneva knew better. The woman had been on a steady downhill slide since her husbandâs death. The trajectory had been hard for Geneva to discern early on. At first she was too young and wholly dependent on her mother to stabilize her fatherless world. A child sees what she wants to see. Once she entered middle school, she began to understand emotions could be complicatedâeven paradoxicalâand attributed her motherâs self-destructive behavior to grief. Geneva, patient and watchful, waited for Helen to come around. But the strength that should have returned to her mother never appeared, or never for very long, and Geneva finally realized she was waiting for a mother she never had. Six years after her fatherâs death, she left Aliceville (and her mother) for college and for good.
Helenâs life increasingly took on a haphazard quality, with a recent emphasis on
hazard
. Tom avowed that every incidentprovided an occasion for positive change, but Geneva disagreed. She believed the best predictor of future behavior was past behavior. In her motherâs case, this did not bode well for the future. Her mother was too old and too stubborn a dog to learn new tricks.
Charlie came into the kitchen. âAll done with my homework. Can I watch TV now?â
Geneva turned to Tom. âI didnât have a chance to check his grades online today. Has he earned back weeknight TV?â
âHowâd you do on your history test?â Tom asked.
âMr. Shaw hasnât finished grading them.â
âAnd youâre up to speed on everything else?â
âYup.â
âOkay. One show.â
âThanks, Pop.â Charlie left before Geneva could object.
âIâm willing to wager a weekâs worth of dishes thereâs a history test in his backpack,â she said.
He closed the laptop and got up. âYou worry too much. I wasnât much of a student either, and I turned out all right.â He moved to the living room couch and picked up a magazine. Conversation over.
It wasnât Charlieâs grades that concerned her, but his character. Habits were hard to break; a child cutting corners and bending the rules was the same as a dog with a habit of digging. Look the other way, and a hole becomes a tunnel, and the dog is somewhere on the far side of the fence.
Did she worry too much? Maybe. But if she erred on the side of excess concern for either of her children, she had her reasons.
If you worry too little, you might find out too late.
CHAPTER THREE
GENEVA
G eneva held a mechanical pencil above the Saturday
Los Angeles Times
crossword folded in her lap. During the hour sheâd sat next to her motherâs hospital bed waiting for her to wake, she had entered only half a dozen words. Her stomach growled. She had rushed from Charlieâs baseball game