of mint so weâve got the green.â
âAva, you didnât have to go to all that trouble.â
âI certainly did.â Ava laughed at Phoebe and flipped back her sassy swing of blond hair. At forty-three, Ava Vestry Dover remained the most beautiful woman of Phoebeâs acquaintance. And perhaps the kindest.
When Ava lifted the pitcher, Phoebe hurried over. âNo, Iâll pour and serve. You go on and watch awhile. Mamaâll feel better with you standing with her,â Phoebe added quietly.
With a nod, Ava walked over, touched Essie on the shoulder, then moved to stand on Carlyâs other side.
There was her family, Phoebe thought. True, Avaâs son was off in New York in college, and Carterâs pretty wife was working, but this was the foundation, the bedrock. Without them, she wasnât sure she wouldnât just float off like a dust mote.
She poured lemonade, passed around the glasses, then stood beside Carter. Leaned her head on his shoulder. âIâm sorry Josie canât be here.â
âMe, too. Sheâll be here for dinner if she can.â
Her baby brother, she thought, a married man. âYou two ought to stay the night, avoid the holiday traffic and the insanity of revelry.â
âWe like the insanity of revelry, but Iâll see if sheâd rather. Remember the first time we stood up here and watched the parade? That first spring after Reuben.â
âI remember.â
âEverything was so bright and loud and foolish. Everyone was so happy. I believe even Cousin Bess cracked a smile or two.â
Probably just indigestion, Phoebe thought, with lingering bitterness.
âI felt, really felt, maybe everything would be all right. That he wasnât going to break out and come for us, wasnât going to kill us in our sleep. Christmas didnât do that for me, not that first year, or my birthday. But standing here all those years ago, I thought maybe everything was going to be all right after all.â
âAnd it was.â
She took his hand so they were linked, right down the line of the rail.
2
Cleaned up and hung over, Duncan sat at his kitchen counter brooding over his laptop and a cup of black coffee. Heâd meant to keep it to a couple of beers, hanging with some of the regulars at Slam Dunc before heading off to catch the music, another beer or two at Swiftyâs, his Irish pub.
When you owned bars, heâd learned, you were smart to stay sober. He might bend that rule of thumb a little on St. Patrickâs Day or New Yearâs Eve. But he knew how to coast through a long night with a couple of beers.
It hadnât been celebration that put the Jamesonâs with a bump of Harp back into his hand too many times. It had been sheer relief. Joe wasnât a smear on the sidewalk outside the bar.
Iâll drink to that.
And it was better to be hung over due to good news than hung over due to bad. You still felt like shit, Duncan admitted as the horns and pipes throbbed in his abused head, but you knew it would wear off.
What he needed to do was get out of the house. Take a walk. Or a nap in the hammock. Then figure out what to do next. Heâd been figuring out what to do next for the past seven years. And he liked it.
He frowned at the laptop another moment, then shook his head. If he tried to work now, even pretend to work, his head would probably explode.
Instead, he carried his coffee out to the back veranda. The mourning doves were cooing, bobbing heads as they pecked along the ground under the bird feeder. Too fat and lazy, Duncan thought, to bother to fly up into it. Rather take leavings.
A lot of people were the same.
His gardens were thriving, and he liked knowing heâd put a little of his own sweat and effort into them. He considered walking through them now, winding his way under the live oaks and the thick spider-webs of moss to the dock. Take a sail maybe, cruise the river.
Damn