by, any woman will value a slavish faithfulness. For a while she expected him to teach her things. They were to have discussions. Once he gave her a book list, and nothing more came of that. Their relations remained intimate yet formal.
And he was really rather beautiful even now, he thought, as he often consoled himself by looking into the mirror. His flowing hair was a greyish white, and with his twinkling eyes and scarcely wrinkled face he looked like a sort of mad sage, and passed for vastly wise as he played the eccentric and made younger people laugh. It was a pity about the false teeth, but if he smiled carefully they were not conspicuous. He had lived on talk and curiosity and drink and the misfortunes of his friends. Only now life was more solitary and he could hardly believe that he had achieved so little and was sixty-six.
âWill he stay?â said Gerda.
âI shouldnât think so.â
âYouâre not thinking.â
âHow do I know what heâll do?â
âWill he stay in England, will he stay here?â
âI shouldnât think heâll stay here, itâs so damned dull. I meanââ
âWill he want to make changes?â
âNo, why should he? Heâll find out from Merriman whatâs in the kitty and skip off back to America.â
âI wish we hadnât sold the Oak Meadow.â
âWell, Sandy wanted that boat in a hurryââ
âBellamy says John Forbes is going to build on it.â
âI donât suppose Henry will even remember the Oak Meadow.â
âWill he live in London?â
âDarling, heâs a stranger to us, we canât know what heâll do, he probably doesnât know himself.â
âHeâs not a stranger to me, heâs my son.â
Lucius, sucking his teeth, said nothing.
âWhy donât you say something? I wish you wouldnât fidget so.â
âYes, of course heâs your son. We must be very kind to him.â
âWhy do you say that?â
âOh, I donât know, I mean, coming back here, so long awayââ
âYou meant something special by it.â
âNo, I didnât.â
âAre you implying that Iâve been unkind to him?â
âNo!â
âOr unjust to him?â
âNo! Gerda, donât always imagine I mean something.â
âWhy not?â
âI mean you keep thinking heâll arrive with a plan. He wonât. Weâll have to make the plan. Well, you will. Henry was never able to make a decision in his life. Heâll arrive a shy awkward gentle muddle-headed young man as he always was.â
âHeâs not such a young man. And he wasnât very gentle to you in New York.â
âHe was jealous.â
âOh donât talk such rubbish. I should have gone to Sperriton. I see that now. I ought to have seen how he lived.â
âHe didnât want you to.â
âYou persuaded me not to go.â
âI didnât! I never persuaded you of anything!â
â I wonder if he was living with a woman. Perhaps heâll announce that heâs married.â
âPerhaps he will.â
âYouâre not being very helpful. Youâd better go to bed.â
âI am a bit tired.â
âYouâre looking cross-eyed. Itâs the whisky. Must you have another? You know what it costs now.â
âI wasnât going to have another.â
âI donât know how I shall live through this next week till he comes.â
âYouâll live. Only do stop speculating, no wonder Iâm crosseyed.â
âWhich bedroom should we put him in?â
âHis own, of course.â
âItâs so small.â
âIf he doesnât like it he can move. After all he owns the place now!â
âI think Iâll put him in the cherry blossom room. The radiator still works in there. And Queen Anneâs not heated. Oh