Itâs a large male and itâs lame in a back paw.â
A vein had begun to thump in Peterâs temple as a terrible premonition took hold of his mind. Jacking a round up the spout of his hunting rifle, he had urged the restless Prince forward, but the horse had caught the taint of lion on the wind and wasnât happy. Nevertheless, in response to the rake of spurs he had surged forward behind Talon as Mzee quietly followed up on the boysâ trail. An injured lion was the last thing they needed to encounter. Silence had descended as all three peered around, tense and alert, knowing that danger could be very close.
âHuko, bwana, huko (1) .â The old man had pointed off to the left, not far from the western end of a granite outcrop rearing up several hundred yards ahead. Just in time the other two had caught a fleeting glimpse of a large male lion, its tawny flank disappearing rapidly into the scrub behind a stand of flame trees.
âThatâs Cat Hill.â The others had nodded.
âBut thereâve been no lions around here for months.â
Although the boysâ trail curved to the right, it was obvious where it was headed and the men had pressed forward as rapidly as they could, Peter ever more afraid of what he was going to find. The bundu (2) itself seemed to hold its breath, as if anticipating a reaction to the shameful secret it was about to reveal. Then a sharp exclamation, followed by a swift rattle of sound from up ahead, told Peter that Mzee had spotted something and it wasnât like him to make unnecessary noise. Cresting the slight rise, Peterâs gaze had followed the direction of Mzeeâs pointing finger and his heart had leapt. Despite the lengthening shadows of evening, there was still enough light to recognise me, although he couldnât see his own son, Matt.
Apparently, I had seemed strangely still and awkward to him, almost as though I was ignoring the presence of help, although I distinctly remember hearing their approach. And to a certain extent his supposition was true. Shame had kept my head firmly turned away, rifle gripped rigidly across my chest.
âPaul!â Peterâs sharp call had cracked out like a rifle shot and, to his evident astonishment, I had jerked guiltily, but refused to look round. Confused, Peter had dismounted swiftly and run forward, taking in the awkward angle of my leg and realising I was hurt. I remember he reached down to touch me reassuringly on the shoulder, aware of the tears streaming down my face.
âPaul, what is it? Whereâs Matt?â The question hung in the air like a lance waiting to pin me back to the earth from which I was struggling to rise. âPaul, whereâs Matt?â he repeated.
I remember how Peterâs voice rose, grinding out the words as fears like poisonous snakes had begun to slither around his mind, but my choking sobs almost drowned his efforts at communication.
âHeâs â heâs dead.â
Like beads of poison my words had dropped, one by one, into Peterâs ears. I just couldnât help it. Everything conspired to overwhelm me and, as my despair surfaced, I began to shriek again and again, âHeâs dead. Dead! We were attacked and I couldnât do anything. There was a lion.â
âWhere? Whereâs Matt?â
âI did everything I could.â The lie dropped easily off my tongue as I pointed stiffly upwards, finger waving somewhere above my head, indicating the hill behind me before dropping back exhausted to clutch the rifle to my chest again, like a talisman. Then I had begun to shake uncontrollably as the hopelessness, the plunging cold and the pain all conspired to hit me at the same time, and I remember lapsing into an almost comatose silence.
âQuick, Mzee, see if you can get him free. Splint his leg. John, you come with me. Iâve got to see.â
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