finally manage to say. âIââ
âThanks for coming.â He turns his head, smiling at me. Brings my hand to his lips. âSeriously. No idea what Iâd do without you.â
My voice fails me, along with coherent thought. âYeah,â is all I can get out before his eyes close again.
The drive to his house across town is silent, just as it was with Eric. But as I watch a second Lewis Creek Bulldog stumble across his yard tonight, I donât feel an ounce of pity.
I feel done.
Chapter Three
Eric
Thereâs a human sitting on my chest. A tiny, giggly human.
I open one eye. My youngest sister, Emma, bounces, because I donât
need
to breathe or anything. âGet up, Eric! The skyâs awake! And itâs church day!â
A five-year-oldâs language might as well be called EVERYTHING IS AWESOME.
My head sinks into my pillow as I glance over at my clock. Itâs only seven in the morning. Emmaâs blond hair is sticking up all over the place, but her bright-blue eyes are proof that she woke up
way
before the sky.
Iâve got the hangover from hell, so as much as I love my sister, this isnât going to work. I put my arm over my eyes. âGo jump on Grace,â I murmur. âSheâd be so upset if she overslept.â
Emma jumps off my bed, her feet hitting the hardwood floor with a thump. âGrace is awake. Sheâs yelling at Momma in the kitchen. Mommaâs making pancakes! The box pancakes
again
. But itâs okay âcause we got blueberriesâ¦â Her voice trails off as she walks out of the room, talking to herself down the hallway.
Kids, dude.
She used to jump on Brett every morning. And once he was awake, heâd chuck something across the room to wake me up. Apparently that was only fair.
I glance over at his old bed, which Momma still keeps perfectly made on the off chance he decides to come home anytime other than holidays. She knows thatâll never happen. Canât say that I blame him. Our familyâs good, but the town sucks. I will admit that I miss getting stuff thrown in my face every morning.
Really.
With a groan, I grab my phone from my nightstand and scroll through until I find Brettâs name.
Me :
Emma says to wake up, lazy ass
Five minutes pass before my phone buzzes. Brett :
Youâre a jackass
Snorting, I toss the phone back onto my nightstand. Now that Iâm kind-of-sort-of-awake, my other sisterâs voice carries from the kitchen. Hers isnât nearly as perky. Yelling at Momma on Sunday morning is the worst possible thing one of us can do; itâs her favorite day of the week, so she protects it like a pitcher hoards a perfect glove. Grace better like being grounded until sheâs seventy.
I roll out of bed with a grunt. After a trip to the bathroom, I follow the sound of coffee brewing to the kitchen. Sunlight spills into the room. The tableâs set with plates and syrup and glasses of juice, and it
would
look like something straight out of a breakfast commercial, if breakfast commercials starred a pissed-off blond girl and a mom whoâs clutching her coffee mug for dear life. I plop into my chair at the table, beside Grace and across from Emma, whose face is already smeared with blueberries. The kid attacks food with a vengeance.
âI still donât get how you caught me,â Grace says.
Momma sighs. âDarlinâ, Iâve raised two Perry boys. I could hear someone sneaking in or out if I were in a coma.â
âYouâre ruining my life,â Grace says. âYou know that, right?â
Looks like I didnât miss much; itâs the same argument they have every other day. At least there are pancakes with this show. Pancakes, andâ¦
The Sunday paper. Sitting right smack in the center of the table. Taunting me. Itâs folded, so I canât see the headline, not that Iâm sure I want to. Do you ever
want
to read someone talking crap