tosses it in the garbage near her feet.
âPut a new roll in not ten minutes ago.â
âOh,â she says. âThanks.â
âYouâre welcome.â
He takes another step towards her, his lower half pressed against the counter. âThereâs coffee downstairs.â
âHad some already.â
âOh. Well, you know where to find it if you change your mind.â
She nods.
He just stands there.
Jutting her chin towards the storeâs entrance, she says, âYou going to open?â
âIn a minute.â
Emily nods, then reaches towards the magazine rack for a Newfoundland Herald .
Terry rushes over and grabs one before she gets the chance. He hands it to her.
âThanks.â Emily rests her bum against the cash register and opens the magazine. Searches through the table of contents for something interesting. Thereâs an article on page forty-eight: âThe New Province of Newfoundland, Labrador, and Fort McMurray,â the caption says. She flips through until she finds the page.
Terryâs still standing there.
âYou just going to watch?â she says.
He takes his hands out of his pockets only to put them back in again.
She closes the magazine. Pushes her pelvis forward so that sheâs standing at full height. Moves closer to him. âSomething the matter?â
âWhy do you ask?â
âI donât know. Youâre acting strange.â
Terry shrugs. Fumbles with the loose change in his pockets. âItâs nothing.â
âTell me,â she says.
He doesnât.
âTell me.â
He releases a breath. âOkay, but you donât have to worry, youâre still a hundred times the worker that Heather is.â
âOh my God; what did I do?â
âNo big deal â â
âTell me.â
He hesitates, then says, âYou left without cashing out yesterday.â
She doesnât say anything.
âThe till was left on the counter with all the money in it.â
Still she doesnât speak.
âNo biggie. Whoâs going to steal it around here, right?â
She goes back to yesterday in her mind. Ten customers the whole day. Maybe less. Donna Rowe with her two young ones; and Peggy Flynn with the dirty hair; Reverend Parsons, his basket loaded with Vachon Cakes and Canada Dry (To mix with his whiskey, no doubt); Alan Crossâs pretty wife, Marlene with the dimples and nice figure. Emily can even remember the clothes they wore, so why canât she remember leaving out the money?
Terry swallows so hard itâs a wonder he doesnât snap the top buttons of his shirt. âItâs not the first time.â
She pauses, waits for him to go on.
âMonday of last week it was.â
She lays her palms on the checkout counter to keep herself upright. Breathes deeply, right down to her toes. Exhales, then says, âWhy didnât you mention it then ?â
âBecause youâd never done it before. And who doesnât make a mistake every now and then, right?â He takes his hands out of his pockets and rests them on his hips. âSure, not that long ago, I closed up without shutting off the lights.â
Itâs the tiredness, she thinks. The worry. The weeks â since sheâs decided to go for good â of pretending everythingâs perfect. Weeks? Years more like it. Her whole life .
Terryâs saying something, but she has to ask him to repeat it.
âNo harm done, I said.â
Emily looks past his shoulder towards the door and can swear Kentâs standing there with his face pressed against the glass, fogging up the window with his breath.
âEmily?â
She canât turn her face away.
âEmily?â
Finally sheâs able to. Looks down at her hands, wondering when it was that Terry had placed one of his over top. She lifts her chin to meet his gaze. âWhat?â
âYouâre so pale.â
She slips her