hands out. âWho isnât in this place?â
âYou look beat.â
âYou try raising two youngsters.â
âPerhaps you should take the day off?â
âIâm fine.â
âAre you sure?â
âOpen the store, Terry.â
Theyâre silent for a moment.
He walks around the cash, intending, she thinks, to join her in the cramped space behind it. She sticks out her palm. âThatâs far enough.â
Terry stops.
âWeâre right in front of the window,â she says.
He looks to it, then back at her.
She imagines Kentâs fists. Those empty eyes.
Terry goes to the front door and inserts the key and turns the deadbolt. Flips the sign around to Open. Turns back to face her. âYou sure everythingâs all right?â
She nods.
Another silence. Then Terry says, âYouâre not just any employee, you know.â
She doesnât say anything.
âNot to me.â
She holds his gaze for a moment, then picks her Newfoundland Herald back up. Opens it and pretends to read. When she turns back to look, Terryâs gone.
5
EMILY AND HEATHER ARE SITTING on overturned milk crates behind Hodderâs Grocery and Convenience. An Orange Crush with a lipstick-stained straw is pressed between Heatherâs thighs. Emilyâs leaning back, her face tilted towards the midday sun, wondering how Jeremy will react once he finds out his father wonât be coming with them this Friday. Heâd always been closer to Kent, even as an infant. Sheâd spend hours trying to coax her sore nipples into his mouth while he screeched. It was only when Kent would come home and lift him into his arms that the tears would stop.
âI wish there was something stronger in this,â Heather says. She takes a draw before handing the cigarette over to Emily. âAnything to get me through this shit day.â
Emily grabs it and then takes her own puff.
âHow does he even stay in business? Thereâs hardly been a soul in the place all week.â
âBe worse after the layoffs,â Emily says, throwing the smoke to the gravel before dabbing it with the toe of her sneaker. âIf people start moving away.â
Heather sucks on her straw, then says, âBetter off sinking this shit-hole town into the bay.â
Emily imagines herself standing on some other shore, watching as the last of Lightning Cove sinks beneath the ocean: the cross atop of St. Paulâs; the dome of the parish hall where, by now, the layoffs have already been announced; the last of the jagged rock peppered along the hill behind Jeremy and Lynetteâs school. She sees Kentâs face slip beneath the water too. Him along with this life sheâs been living.
âWe should get back, breakâs over.â She goes to stand up, but Heather reaches out and grabs her wrist.
âPlace wonât fall apart if we take a few more minutes.â
She sits back, wishing she were less tentative, braver, like her younger co-worker. Might have left Kent ages ago if she were, she thinks.
âTerryâs probably got his chubby hand wrapped around his stopwatch by now wondering why weâre not back at our tills.â Heather squeezes the now-empty Crush can, throwing it into the bin beside the back door.
âHeâs okay.â
âNever said he wasnât, just anal is all.â
In the silence, the young woman jams the ball of her tongue ring into the space between her front teeth.
Emily points to her own tongue. âIt hurt getting that?â
Heather shakes her head. âThe guys love it.â
âHow do you mean?â
A grin lifts one corner of Heatherâs lips. âAre you serious?â
âWhat?â
âYou donât know?â
Emily shakes her head. âKnow what?â
Heather simulates giving a blowjob.
Emily watches for second. âOh.â
âApparently the stud feels good against the head of the