oâclock, and pray Mrs. Kassai wouldnât tell my mother.
âThanks, Dawit, but you donât have to take me home. Our driver is already coming for me.â
âMrs. Kassai said bring you home now.â
Something in his voice told me the situation was hopeless.
Tana grabbed my hand and squeezed it. She knew that between this and what had happened at the market, my mother would probably send me to my room for the rest of my life and post a marine guard outside my door. Everyoneâs parents make these kinds of threats. The difference is my mother can actually follow through on them.
As we pulled into Tanaâs driveway, a thought occurred to me: How had Dawit known where to find us? But before I had a chance to ask Tana, she climbed out with one last sympathetic look.
âI will e-mail you,â she said.
âMe too,â I promised. I leaned back in my seat and closed my eyes. My pathetic life was about to get even worse.
After a couple of minutes I opened my eyes againand looked out the window. The neighborhood didnât look familiar.
âUm, Dawit?â I said. âThis isnât the way to my house. I live in the American embassy compound.â
âIt is a shorter way,â he said. I could see the scars over his eye in the rearview mirror. âThere is too much traffic in the middle of the city at this time of the day.â
I pressed my eyelids down with my fingers, trying to stop the tears of self-pity that were threatening to spill out.
Sheâs going to ground me until I go to college
.
I looked out the window again. We were definitely in a part of the city I had never seen before. My heart started pounding, and I sat up straighter, trying to get a better view out the front.
âDawit?â
He didnât answer. My whole body went numb.
âStop the car
now
, Dawit.â
Nothing. We sped past a cluster of shanty houses and a few random shopping stalls, clearly not headed anywhere near the American embassy. I looked frantically for a traffic light where he would have to stop, but there werenât any.
âLook, Dawit, you donât know who youâre dealing with! My mother is the United States ambassador, and youâre going to be in big trouble. Stop the car
now
!â
Suddenly Dawit swerved to the side of the road and braked so fast the tires squealed. I flung open the car door, but I couldnât get out. A man I had never seen before was blocking my way. He shoved me back inside and started to climb in after me.
âGet away from me!â I screamed.
I lunged for the other door, but the man grabbed my leg and yanked me back. Clutching a fistful of my hair with one hand, he stuffed a dirty rag into my face with the other. I couldnât scream anymore, but I kicked and twisted as hard as I could until he jammed his knee into my hip. All I could see of him were his crooked brown teeth. Gasping for breath, I kept struggling even as I felt myself slipping away, out of my body, out of the car, into the air.
Chapter Four
Night One
I T HURTS . E VERYTHING hurts so bad. Itâs so hot I canât breathe. Thereâs a stink like sour milk. And I canât . . . I canât see. . . . Why canât I see?Oh God, oh God, oh God, oh God, oh God. I have to SEE!
Itâs a blindfold
.
No! Get it off! Get it off!! GET. IT. OFF!!!
But I canât move my arms. WHERE ARE MY HANDS???
My hands were tied behind my back, so numb I could hardly feel them. Furiously, I rubbed my face against the scratchy pad I was lying on, trying to inch off the blindfold. My right cheek was scraped raw before I finally worked it off.
What I saw in the dim light was petrifying:
I am nowhere
.
Nowhere was a small room. A dirt floor, tin roof, scrap-wood shack with a mat, a crate, a kerosene lamp. And me.
Lying awkwardly on my side with my arms pinned behind my back, I gazed up at the ceiling, tears streaming from the corners of my eyes. The salt