to Milton Terrace, since Christaâs mother was quite probably there on her own now. His mind rejected this at once. He was not ready to see Peggy Somers again yet. Someday he wouldâhe was sure the time would come, and perhaps soon. But today it was all too new, too strange. He drove forward as if in a trance, then through the college gates, parking in one of the spaces reserved for visitors. Then he sat and watched the waves of young peopleâhe felt he had never seen so many young people together at one timeâuntil the waves ebbed to a trickle. Classes must have begun.
At twenty past nine he got out of the car and strode toward reception. It was all rather like a hotel, he decided. Should he ask to see the manager? The woman in Reception added to this illusion: he could imagine her behind the desk in some old-fashioned West Country hotel.
âI wonder if you could help me,â he began. âMy name is Graham Broadbent.â There was a tiny flicker on her polite features. âI need to see theâwhat is it?âprincipal of the college?â
âThe director.â
âAh, yes. Er, Iâm a stranger in Romford, and I donât have an appointmentââ
âThe director is free until nine forty-five. Could I ask what you wish to see him about ?â
âItâs rather personal. Iâm a writerââ
âYes. The Day Wanes.â
He felt absurdly pleased. âYou make things much easier. The matter is entirely personal, but it does concern someone who I think is a student at this college.â
The woman opened her mouth, and Graham was sure she wanted to ask whether it was a male or female student. She was too wise to do that, asked him instead to wait for a moment, then disappeared along a corridor. When she came back, she simply said, âDr. Warhope will see you now,â and ushered him to the directorâs door.
âAh, Mr. Broadbent,â said a bearded, bespectacled man, strong on authority and decisiveness. âI know of your books, Iâm afraid, rather than knowing them as I should, but Iâm afraid Iâm a scientist by training. Anyway, weâre honored by your visit. And a bit curious too. Please sit down and tell me how we can help you.â
Graham sat cautiously on the seat facing the director, feeling glad he was beyond being a student.
âYes, Iâll try to do that,â he said. âIâd better tell you what happened to me on Tuesday. I presume anything I tell you will be in total confidence?â
âOf course.â The fingers of the directorâs hands made a neat triangle on the desk.
âOn Tuesday evening I was in the King William Hotel in Colchester. It is my hometown, and I was there for a school reunion. There was a knock on the door, and when I opened it, a girl stood outside. She was a complete stranger to me. The first thing she said was âHello, Dad.â â
The manâs eyes widened. âI can see you must have been disturbed.â
âTo put it mildly. In subsequent conversationââ
âYou asked her into your room?â
âYes. I suggested coffee downstairs, but she said wasnât it too public for the conversation we were going to have? I didnât think I had any choice. In that conversation it emerged that she must have been conceived in 1983, when I was working for Christian Aid in Mali.â
âI seeâ¦. Do you mind giving me her name?â
âThe surname she uses I canât be sure about. Probably Webster. The Christian name is Christa. She said it was short for Christabel.â
âYou can never be sure these days. I do seem to rememberâ¦â He pressed keys on his computer, then looked intently at the screen. âYes, we have a Christa Webster. Second year, has been studying Art History. It became popular when Prince William did it at St. Andrews. Quite a lot of dropouts recentlyâ¦Her birth date is