it youâre having a hard time with it?â
âDid you know he was into pills?â
âItâs not a surprise. So are half the people in this town. Everyoneâs got their poison.â Sam looked down at his empty glass. Yeah. Heâd probably been drunk three times in the past week, and tonight wasnât shaping up to be much different. A sting of something like shame wormed into his gut, but he tamped it down. It wasnât like he was an alcoholic or anything. He pushed the glass forward.
âIâll take another.â
âI thought you were supposed to be working.â
âDonât give me any shit, Rach. Iâve had a helluva day.â Her eyes grew concerned again, but Sam didnât feel like talking about the letter heâd received from his insurance company. Maybe if he ignored it, it would go away. Yeah.
âSo whereâs Yuri tonight?â Rachel asked. She poured him another pint of Guinness, but this time left out the shot. Sam didnât argue.
âHow should I know?â
âYou two seem to be spending a lot of time together latelyâoff the clock. I thoughtââ
âWeâre just friends.â
âYeah, and Iâm your monkeyâs uncle.â
âNice to meet you.â Sam raised his glass. âI didnât know my monkey had an uncle.â
âDonât be a jackass.â More customers entering the bar cut their conversation short. The Star was a popular after-work hangout for people in the neighborhood, but shit always got more interesting on gay night. As one of the only options in town, it drew men from a thirty-mile radius. One of the new arrivals was Samâs typeâdark hair, long legs, cowboy boots, and lips that looked like they knew their way around a cock. His dark eyes flashed when they met Samâs, and Sam smiled over his pint.
Another server brought Samâs burger. He ate it carefully, every so often letting his eyes drift to Cowboy Boots to maintain the connection. He didnât want to think about Feldman and his kids anymore. And he certainly didnât want to think about the possibility Rachel was right about Yuri.
Theyâd seen each other at work since the last time theyâd fucked, and it had been fine. They hadnât talked about it, of course, but they never did. It wasnât that Yuri didnât mean anything to Sam. Theyâd been friends for years and then business partners when Sam had bought into the company. He thought Yuri knew where they stood, but you could never be sure. After all, he didnât want to fuck up their friendship or working relationship if things got weird. That might be one of the reasons he felt a little guilty making eyes at Cowboy Boots. The guy returned his look with a subtle nod that asked âyour place or mine?â
Shit. He needed to get back and finish up before his deadline, but he couldnât face the photograph again. Not yet. He grabbed his wallet to pay the tab. A familiar voice said his name.
Sam swiveled in his bar stool as Yuri slid into the seat next to him. He gave Sam a sunny grin, but the circles under his eyes told another story.
âI thought I might find you here,â Yuri said. His Greek accent had faded over the years, but it was still damn sexy, and the smell of his fresh aftershave provided added enticement.
Sam cleared his throat and looked away. âWhatâs up, man?â
âIâve been meaning to talk to you, but you ran off today and you never answer your phone.â
âSorry. I have a thing due tomorrow.â
âFinish it?â
âNope.â Sam emptied his pint. âWorking on it.â
âSeems that way.â There was a pause in the conversation as Rachel noticed Yuri and came over.
âHey, stranger. What can I get you?â
âWhiskey, neat.â
âAll right, baby.â
âYou might as well bring me another too,â Sam