take this?â
âSure. Iâve got another copy. But Iâve got to get going. Good luck on your piece, Sam.â
âThanks, Emma.â
Later, back at his apartment, Sam stared at the photo, looking for clues about what might have gone wrong. Maybe Feldman had been a pill popper. He presented one face to the worldâsuccessful entrepreneur and benefactorâbut maybe in private he couldnât deal. There was a story there, a real story. Samâs fingers itched to trash the fluff piece on his laptop and start fresh. When he first told Emma he intended to write a blog exposé about Feldman, heâd only been half-serious. Now it felt like something he could do.
The rise and fall of Mark Feldman. But what had happened that night?
Sam yawned and slapped his face to wake up. When that didnât work, he retreated to the kitchen to brew some coffee and grab a bite. His stomach rumbled a complaint as he debated the questionably old takeout containers stacked in the fridge. Diving into one of those would be living dangerously.
He slipped on his sneakers and headed for the Star.
A blast of air-conditioning scented with stale beer welcomed him graciously. Rachel was behind the counter helping a customer. She looked over when he approached the bar, smiled, and gave him a gesture some would call rude. He gestured right back.
âDamn, you look like crap,â she said once sheâd finished up with the other guy.
âGee, thanks.â
âYouâre working too much. You need a break.â
âYeah, well, you know how it is.â
Before she could say anything else, he gave his orderâa car bomb and a double cheeseburger, hold the onions. The Lucky Star doubled as a gay bar on Tuesdays, and you never knew how the night would progress.
Rachel nodded and turned her slim frame toward the tap. Her cropped shirt showed off her belly ring, which sheâd gotten on a dare. Rachel was one of his oldest friendsâtheyâd met freshman year of high school and stayed in touch through college. She was also the only woman heâd ever kissedâjust once, as an experiment at a party. It had pretty much proven he was gay. If he couldnât fall for Rachel, heâd never fall for another woman.
When she turned back with the pint in one hand and the shot of whiskey and Irish Cream in the other, her sarcastic smirk was firmly back in place.
âNot writing tonight?â she asked.
âI am, but itâs too hot. I canât even think in my place. This should help.â With a practiced motion, Sam dropped the shot glass into the pint and brought the whole foaming concoction to his lips. He drank half the contents in one huge gulp as Rachel watched.
âFlynn, youâre a freak.â
âThanks.â He finished the rest of the drink and gently slammed the glass back on the bar, feeling better already.
âSo whatâre you working on?â
âFeldman obit. Itâs due tomorrow. Same old, same old.â
Rachel sighed. âPoor dude. Poor Patricia.â
âYou know her?â Samâs eyebrows shot up.
âWe go to the same synagogue. Well, when I go to synagogue.â
In high school, Rachel had become a devout Zionist, a phase which lasted about six months. She used to brag about being the only African-American lesbian Jew in Stonebridge. Since then her zeal had faded and she only attended services on the High Holidays.
âOh?â Sam asked casually. âWhatâs she like?â
âQuiet, keeps to herself. Sweet, though. Alex used to babysit the kids when they were really little.â
Alex was Rachelâs girlfriend. Theyâd met during college but had only recently become serious. They seemed happy, but Sam was keeping his eye out. He hadnât allowed himself to get attached to Alex.
âTheyâre still little.â
âYeah, they are, huh.â She gave him a thoughtful look. âSo, I take