about money.â
McGuire shook his head slowly. He was like a bear doing a trick. âDads,â he said. âSometimes they donât know what they want.â
Outside, people coming home from the bars. There was laughter. Something hit a garbage can. Steven felt bad for wanting to go to bed so much.
âYouâre sure that bracelet was hers?â
âShe had a lot of bracelets,â Steven said.
McGuire nodded. âDid she drink?â he asked.
âSometimes,â Steven said.
âWhat did she like to drink?â McGuire asked.
âI donât know,â Steven said. âKahlua. Sometimes she let me make Kahlua milk shakes.â
McGuire smiled and pulled out his notebook.
Sometimes she gave herself B-12 shots for the hangovers. It was okay, she always told Steven. She was a nurse.
It sounded like someone was walking around in the living room. He closed his eyes and tried to remember better the sounds the guy had made in her bedroom.
âWe were gonna move in with Phil,â Steven said.
âOh?â McGuire said. âSo I guess I was wrong.â He smiled. âSometimes I am. Not often, but sometimes.â
âIn a different town,â Steven said. Someone she knew, he thought. He thought of all the people they knew. He imagined someone doing that to her.
âYou okay?â Detective McGuire said. âGetting tired?â
âWe were gonna live in a town,â Steven said.
âSounds good,â McGuire said.
Someone she knew had done that to her. The guy heâd seen was someone she knew.
âWe were all really happy about it,â Steven said.
McGuire nodded. âYou should be,â he said.
Detective Adams came in. âYou about all done?â he asked.
McGuire stood up. He held the edge of the table like he was thinking about lifting it.
âWhereâs Phil?â Steven said.
âI told him to go home; get some rest,â Adams said. âWe all need some rest. He said heâd call you in the morning.â
âWhere do I go?â Steven asked.
Adams checked his notebook. âChristine Mahoney?â
Christine from the hospital. Another nurse. His mother always listed her under Person to Contact in the Case of an Emergency.
âSheâs on her way,â Adams said.
âCâmon,â McGuire said, âwe can wait out on the stoop. Get some air.â
The lobby was empty. There was no one on the street. Steven had no idea what time it was. It was still warm, but cooler than in the apartment. Detective Adams said heâd see McGuire back at the precinct. He told Steven he had his condolences. He gave him his card.
Steven and McGuire sat on the bottom step, their knees up high.
When he walked with his mother, she would sometimes put her fingertips on the edge of his hood or the back of his collar. After a while, he knew to look ahead, knowing thereâd be something sheâd seen, something she was watching out for.
âWhat next?â Steven said.
McGuire rubbed his eyes with the heel of his hand. âYouâll have to go ID the body,â he said. âSomeone can go with you.â
Steven looked at the toes of his sneakers. The rubber was wearing away. He could see his socks.
âHow will you find out what you need to find out?â he asked.
âThereâll be an autopsy; thatâll help,â McGuire said.
Steven waited.
âWeâll talk to her friends, to the neighbors.â
Steven mustâve looked skeptical. McGuire said heâd rather canvas this kind of neighborhood than the East Side any day. âPeople hang out windows all day here,â he said.
He was right.
âThey might not tell us anything right away,â he said. âMaybe they want to talk to a friend before they say anything. Maybe they just need a little prodding, a little encouragement.â He said it took patience. He rubbed his hands like he was putting lotion on