them.
âWeâll find out the restaurants she liked, the grocery stores sheused. Weâll figure out what her day was like today. Weâll talk to your father.â
Steven was looking at his sneakers.
âYou can help with things like that,â McGuire said. âYou can make a big difference.â
The gay guys across the street were coming home arm in arm. They waved like they saw him sitting on the stoop every night at this hour. He waved back. âWhen you find out what her day was like will you tell me?â he asked.
âSure,â McGuire said. âAbsolutely.â
Steven scanned the street from West End to Riverside. There were still puddles in the gutter. Two days ago kids had cooled off in the hydrant Ramon had opened up.
Christine got out of a cab on the corner.
They stood, and McGuire held out his hand like Steven was a grown-up heâd met at a party. âIâll be in touch,â he said.
âShe liked that bar up by Columbia,â Steven said. âI canât remember the name. She liked the college kids,â he said.
McGuire looked at him and nodded. âOkay,â he said. He gave Steven his card. âYou call if you need anything. Or just want to talk.â
âI donât miss her yet,â Steven said.
McGuire held the back of Stevenâs neck with his big hand. âYou will,â he said.
Christine came up and held Stevenâs face. He felt like heâd spent the whole night being passed from hand to hand.
McGuire introduced himself and gave her another card.
âHer name was Regina,â Steven told him. âRegina Teresa Fis-chetti Engel. But everyone called her Gina.â McGuire knew all of this already, but Steven told him anyway.
O ne fall two years ago, between nursing jobs, sheâd worked a temp job at Natural History magazine at the Museum of Natural History. Her office was behind two black doors at the end of the Mayan Gold exhibit. Something in the room made Stevenâs ears ring. Theyâd been invited to the employee Christmas party. Every year the museum decorated a giant tree with origami animals made by employees and their children. He and his mother sat at a folding table following the instructions of a college-age Japanese girl. He made two swans and a crane. His mother made a frog and a big cat.
Afterward, the children took turns finding spots for the animals on the tree. They let the bigger kids climb the ladders and ride the Genies. Heâd gotten to ride the Genie, a workmanâs hand on his shoulder as they went up. Heâd put his motherâs big cat on a high branch sticking out at an odd angle, eye level with the brontosaurus. Heâd rested it so that it looked like it was rearing up on its hind legs. His mother had stood below him, waving. Theyâd both been so happy, theyâd walked the mile home in the rain.
P hil met them at the corner where Christine was getting a cab. He had Kitty in their Channel Thirteen tote bag. Steven couldnât believe heâd forgotten her.
âHowâre you doing?â Phil said. âHanging in there?â
Steven didnât really feel like he needed to answer.
Phil held the bag.
âOh,â Christine said, looking worried. âIâve got the dog,â she said. âAnd Iâm allergic.â They all stood there for a minute, looking at Kitty in the bag. She looked back. Christine sneezed.
Phil looked surprised. âI didnât know you had a dog,â he said. âOr that you were allergic.â
Christine nodded. âYeah. I am. I do. I am.â
A cab slowed and then sped up again.
âWell, listen,â Phil said. âHe can come to my place. Samâs there.â He smiled at Steven. âItâll be good for both of us.â
Christine seemed willing to leave it up to Steven. His mom hadnât liked Christine all that much. He said Philâs was good. He took the tote bag from