To your father, who loves your mother even though he betrayed her.â
Her eyes went to jade, mysterious. Deep. âIâm going nowhere, Donovan.â
âWait. Learn. The evening is young yet. You can still change your mind.â
âItâs obvious that you donât know me very well.â
Chapter Three
D inner, Abilene found, was more of the same.
A verbal torture chamber. But at least it was brief. She saw to that.
Ben joined them in the dining room, which was the next room over from the enormous living area and had more large windows with beautifully framed views of the desert and distant, barren peaks.
There were several tables of varying sizes, as in a lodging house, or a bed-and-breakfast. They ate at one of the smaller ones, by the French doors to the courtyard, just the three of them. Olga brought the food and a bottle of very nice cabernet and left them alone.
Abilene asked, âWhy all the tables? Are you thinking of renting out rooms?â
Donovan raised one glided eyebrow. âAnd this is of interest to you, why?â
Ben answered for him. âOnce, Donovan thought he might offer a number of fellowshipsâ¦.â
Abilene smiled at Ben. At least he was civil. âStudents, then?â
âOnce, meaning long ago,â Donovan offered distantly. âNever happened. Never going to happen. And I decided against changing the tables for one large one. Too depressing, just Ben and me, alone at a table made for twenty.â He gave Ben a cool glance. âBen is an engineer,â he said. âA civil engineer.â
Ben didnât sigh. But he looked as though he wanted to. âI had some idea I needed a change. I donât know what I was thinking. I was a very good engineer.â
âI saved him from that,â Donovan explained in a grating, self-congratulatory tone. âIn the end, an architect knows something about everything. An engineer knows everything about one thing. Itâs not good for a man, to be too wrapped up the details.â
Ben swallowed a bite of prime rib and turned to Abilene. âBut then, my job here is to deal with the details. So I guess Iâm still an engineer.â
She sipped her wine. Slowly.
Donovan glared at her. âAll right. What are you thinking?â
She set down her glass. âIâm thinking you need to get out more. How long have you been hiding out here in the desert?â
A low, derisive laugh escaped him. âHiding out?â
She refused to let him off the hook. âMonths, at least. Right? Out here a hundred miles from nowhere, with your cook and your housekeeper and your engineer.â
âAre you going to lose your temper again?â he asked in that so-superior way that made her want to jump up and stab him with her fork.
âNo. Iâm not.â
âShould I be relieved?â
She glanced to the side and saw that the corners of Benâs mouth were twitching. He was enjoying this.
Abilene wasnât. Not in the least. She was tired and she was starting to wonder if maybe she should do exactly what sheâd told everyone she wouldnât: give up and head back to SA. âIâm just saying, maybe we could go out to dinner one of these nights.â
âGo out where?â Donovan demanded.
âI donât know. El Paso?â
He dismissed her suggestion with a wave of his hand. âItâs a long way to El Paso.â
âItâs a long way to anywhere from here.â
âAnd thatâs just how I like it.â
âI did go through a small town maybe twenty miles east of here today.â
âChula Mesa,â said Donovan in a tone that said the little town didnât thrill him in the least.
Abilene kept trying. âThatâs it. Chula Mesa. And just outside of town, I saw a roadhouse, Luisaâs Cantina? We could go there. Have a beer. Shoot some pool.â
âIâm not going to