sheâd finished putting her crystal ball on the vanity, a snapshot of her mother and Tressa in full costume on the dresser, and her deck of worn Tarot cards on the bedside table, she felt more at home in the big room. She popped open the suitcases and hung jeans, flowing skirts, a few shirts, and a denim jacket in the closet; arranged underwear, pajamas, and three bright colored costumes in dresser drawers; and set several pair of high-heeled shoes, a pair of Nikes, and a pair of scuffed up cowboy boots on the closet floor.
âWork is done. Now I can play,â she said.
She headed up the hallway. Blister opened one eye but didnât budge from the recliner. Hooter raised his head and looked toward the door.
âAlready wanting to go back outside, are you?â The words were barely out of her mouth when someone knocked hard on the door.
She hadnât heard a vehicle and the dog hadnât stirred. Some watchdog Hooter was! She opened the door to find Raylen leaning on the jamb.
âEveninâ,â he said in a deep Texas drawl.
âGood eveninâ,â she said.
âYou goinâ to invite me in?â he asked.
In carnival life few people came inside the trailer. When they knocked on the door, it usually came with an invitation to come outside, to eat supper at the community potluck, to take a walk around the grounds, or to pet the horses. It had to be pretty serious between two people for them to spend time inside a trailer together. Her mother had never brought a man, carnival worker or any other, inside the trailer. Tressa was the only person Liz could remember ever sitting at the small kitchen table with them.
âWell?â Raylen asked.
She stepped aside. If she was going to embrace a normal life sheâd have to get used to the rules. âCome in. Iâm sorry. I just got unpacked and my mind was off in la-la land.â
Raylen grinned. âBeen there.â
He went straight for the recliner where Blister had taken up residence on the back and sunk into it. Hooter raised his head and wagged his tail. Raylen scratched his ears and then turned his attention to Blister.
âThey miss Haskell. Iâm glad you let them in the house.â
âHe was howling like he was dyinâ. I opened the door to see what was going on, and they both came in,â she said. Should she sit in the other recliner or the sofa? She finally crossed in front of him and claimed the other chair.
âTheyâre good animals. Blister has a litter box in the utility room off the kitchen. The litter is in the cabinet beside the washer and dryer. Hooter would explode before heâd make a mess, so thereâs nothing to worry about them beinâ inside. Haskell said they were good company and that Hooter knew all his secrets. He told me that he was glad the dog couldnât talk.â
Liz smiled. âToo bad. He could tell me stories about my uncle, Iâm sure.â
âYep, he could.â Raylen grinned. When she smiled, he remembered that crazy feeling in his chest when they were teenagers. Sheâd smiled at him over the fence and his heart had done a couple of flip-flops. He wanted to do something fancy on the horse, like jump a hurdle, but his momma would have had his hide if heâd hurt her prize horse.
Liz inhaled deeply to ease the antsy feeling in her gut, but it didnât help. All she got was a lung full of Raylenâs shaving lotion. Damn! The man had cleaned up in the last couple of hours. His boots were spit shined, his hair still glistened from a shower, and his Wranglers were starched and creased. He looked like sin on a stick all sweaty and dirty, but cleaned upâhe just plumb made her mouth go dry.
Raylen rubbed Blisterâs fur and stole sideways glances at Liz. Sheâd taken the clip from her hair, and it fell below her shoulders. It was even blacker than Austinâs, his brotherâs new wife of a little more than a