up, Nicole Farhi-ed and ever-so-lightly tanned as we all are, none of us is any better than our last performance. Iâm pissed off with it, I honestly am. How many women actually
own
the jobs weâve got? Not too many. Most of us are so thrilled by the job and the glamour and slipping in and out of the Groucho that we forget, when the axe drops, the owners are nine-tenths fellows.â
âDebs is a woman,â Fleur pointed out. Debs Smith, nicknamed the âWolverineâ, owned Camera Shake and was Jessâs employer.
âOne of the few,â Jess said.
âWell, then â go independent,â Fleur said.
Jess looked at her, raised an eyebrow. âOn what?â she enquired.
Fleur said, âDonât spread it around, but Gerryâs been sending money to Ben in Miami.â
âMiami â oh my,â Jess said. âI donât want to spoil your appetite, but have you heard anything from Helena?â
Helena was Benâs wife. She lived in the country with their two children and was not someone Fleur thought about unless she had to.
âI havenât, no. Why would I?â
âSheâs pretty badly off, I hear. Ben hasnât been in touch since he disappeared.â
âI canât do anything about that. Sheâd better see Gerry.â
âDo you want a better job, though, Fleur? I could ask around.â
âNo,â said Fleur. âNothing like that. Iâm stitched together with very light thread. I could fall apart at any moment. But cheer me up â tell me all the gossip.â
Jess fixed her with a wide-eyed gaze, leaned forward and said, âDonât tell
anyone
this, butâ¦â
At four on the dot, Fleur, in jeans and a sweatshirt, crossed the road to McCarthyâs.
The bar was empty except for a woman in a business suit sitting at a table doing the crossword and a man of about forty in a more casual suit who was sitting at one of the tables smoking a roll-up.
Fleur hesitated, went over and asked, âAre you the manager?â
He nodded. âYou the new girl?â
When she nodded he stood up and said, âIâm Geoff â and youâre â¦?â
âFleur.â
âFollow me. Youâd better get straight into the kitchen. Do what the chef says till five thirty. Then you do the waitressing while Iâm behind the bar. Luckily todayâs a slow day so itâll give you a chance to work your way in.â Flinging open the kitchen door to reveal a steel kitchen counter at which a tall, thin young man with a black ponytail stood, cutting courgettes at speed, he added, âLet me fill you in on the ethic here â this isnât a happy ship and we donât all pull together. That right, Al?â
âExactly right, Geoff,â the man responded colourlessly.
âSo hereâs the new girl. She can give you a hand till five thirty, then I want her back. In good condition.â
âRight, Geoff,â Al said. When the door closed behind Geoff he looked up and said, âThe storeroomâs next door. Thereâs some overalls on a shelf. Hopefully theyâre clean.â
In what she perceived to be a sparsely supplied and under-clean storeroom she found a pile of white aprons and put one on. She went back into the kitchen pondering, Wouldnât a restaurantâs stores usually have catering packs of flour, sugar, rice and the like, and big tins of this and that?
The kitchen was in fact very clean. A big sink and a massive cooker stood against the back wall and there were a giant fridge and freezer. Fleur stood on the black and white tiled floor and asked, âWhat shall I do?â
âYouâd better get these,â he said and pushed the huge chopping block covered with courgettes towards her. âThen do the rest of the veg. Iâve had to change the menu â the supplierâs not delivered for two days. Iâm having to improvise with what