kitchen table. âI meant what I said about you being the only nice thing that happened that day.â Not to mention the nicest thing sheâd had to look at in nearly a thousand miles. He had brownish-red hair with a ruddy coloring that would have made him look boyish were it not for the severe features that made up his face. She got the impression he was a tough guy squelching a soft edgeâor a caring man whoâd had the tough shell forced upon him. Given his profession, it could easily be either.
âYou really drove all the way here from Atlanta in one day?â
âYeah, well, thatâs how badly I wanted to get out of town. After my little...discovery...I stumbled around for the rest of the week claiming âsick days,â but by Friday I knew I didnât want to spend another hour listening to my friends whisper about how my fiancé had gotten caught snuggled up against the croutons with someone I thought was my best friend.â Ellie shrugged off the lingering sting of that statement. âTwo emails, three suitcases and a triple-shot latte later, I was on the road.â
Nash raised an eyebrow. âCroutons?â
âDerek is a chef. Katie works for the same restaurant chain I doâdid. Iâm not entirely sure Iâll want the job waiting for me when I go back. The big breakup was alarmingly...public at a St. Patrickâs Day event involving the whole company.â
âOuch. And no one could muster up an âIâm sorryâ?â
Heâd remembered what sheâd said last night. That stuck somewhere deepâsheâd felt so dismissed and invisible since that whole drama. How she could feel so overlooked after such a public scene still stumped her.
âThe St. Patrickâs Day Fest is a big event involving all our restaurants, so there were rushing people and chaos and even cameras everywhereâDerek is a bit of a celebrity. Thankfully, there werenât any cameras nearby at that particular moment. I would have thought he was swamped with workâhe certainly didnât seem to have time for me that dayâbut clearly he had time for...other people. When I confronted him, he just sort of shut down into chef mode, shouting about food details and telling me there just wasnât time for personal drama.â
Nashâs jaw worked. It was gratifying to see a perfect stranger horrified by Derekâs behaviorâproof she wasnât some oversensitive victim. âNo time? Really? I hope you gave it to him anyway.â
Ellie swallowed the lump in her throat, remembering the âit couldnât be helpedâ shrug Derek had given her as he wiped the last of Katieâs lipstick from his chin. The lack of shock or even regret stung worst of all. How could she have so blind to the growing indifference Derek had been showing her? Sheâd put his distance down to stress, but his cooling toward her had been only because Derek was heating it up with her so-called best friend. Who knew âlukewarmâ could burn so much?
âI told himââ she didnât bite back the bitter edge she gave the words ââthat if he had time to cheat on me with my best friend, he could make the time to man up and apologize for it.â
Nash took a swallow of coffee and nodded. âI wouldnât have been half that kind.â
âThanks.â She meant it. Ellie needed people to take her side. The number of people at GoodEats who had looked at her with a sad sort of âdidnât you see this coming?â expression was one of the reasons sheâd packed her car and fled to the ranch.
âWhat are you going to do now?â
She didnât have a real answer. âEat. Bake. Knit. Restore my faith in human nature. Maybe make yarn.â
âKnit?â
âItâs what I do to calm down or feel...â She reached for a way to explain what the steady click of the needles over the yarn did