for her soul. âOh, I donât know, comfort, I suppose? I donât cookânot well, not like Derek or Katieâso I express my creativity with yarn.â She looked out the window over the kitchen sink. âYou can make really good yarn from bison hair, you know. Weâve never done it here, but Iâve always wanted to try it.â
Nash seemed to have caught her hesitant tone. âBut?â
âBut Iâm pretty sure Gunner finds the idea far-fetched. Not the artistic type, my brother. But he has a good head for business, so if I make a practical case for it...â She ran her hands through her hair, wondering if she was boring the guy with her oddball ideas. âItâs just a dumb idea I had. I donât know if it will go anywhere, but it will give me something to do until I figure out whatâs next.â
âHow long are you staying?â
âGran said I could stay as long as I wanted, though Iâll have to go back eventually. Iâve got an apartment and supposedly still a job in Atlanta. If Iâm smart, Iâll be back before the wedding and gala season, but those months can be brutal in the restaurant business. Iâm not sure Iâve got the strength for brutal left in me, if you know what I mean.â
Nash frowned at her strangely, as if the choice of words had touched a raw nerve. âYeah, believe it or not, I do know.â
She wasnât sure it was safe to ask. âHow?â
A flash shot through his moss-green eyes. âLetâs just say LA specializes in brutal, and I was done with it, too.â
âAre you hoping here will be less brutal? Iâm pretty sure youâll get your wish as long as you stay outside of Austin. Martins Gap can come close to boring.â
He managed a slip of a smile. âNobody calls the sheriff out because theyâre bored.â
She felt a smileâthe first in what felt like agesâturn up the corners of her lips as she sipped her coffee. âOh, I guess thatâs true. Bison Crimes Unit, huh?â
Now he genuinely laughed. âItâs a far cry from vice and vandalism, Iâll give you that. Gang members can be big, but they donât come in thousand-pound hairy versions with big horns. At least not yet.â
Ellie returned her gaze to the pastures. Blue Thorn Ranch had seen its share of challenges over the years, but it was hard to imagine anyone seeking to do the family or its animals harm, even for a thrill. âWhy would someone want to harm the herd?â
âMaybe theyâre not trying to harm the herd. Maybe theyâre just proving something to buddies. For a thrill or a dare. To join some gangs in LA, you had to shoot someone. It didnât matter who, just that you shot to kill.â
Ellie felt the same distaste that drew his jaw tight. âThatâs awful. We donât have gangs out here.â
Nash shrugged. âMaybe not like in LA or even Atlanta or Austin, but kids anywhere will try to prove their worth in bad ways if no one shows them their worth in good ways.â
It should have made it betterâto consider the attacks might not be deliberate and personalâbut it still sent a shudder down Ellieâs spine. âBut to an animal? Itâs cruel. And even if you forget the compassion partâitâs frightening when a big, dangerous animal could turn around and kill you.â
âAll the more reason to think itâs kids who arenât thinking through the consequences, wouldnât you say?â
Ellie wrapped her hands around the coffee mug, suddenly craving its warmth. âI donât know.â She caught Nashâs eyes. âI didnât know I was coming home to an episode of cops and robbers.â
He grinned ever so slightly. âThatâs okay. I didnât know I was moving here to an episode of cowboys and Indians.â
âThen I guess weâre both in for a