drivel.â
Daddy unfolded it, and I watched his face for a reaction. It didnât take long for his cheeks to light up, for his jaw to start doing that little dance it does whenever heâs riled. But he didnât say a word. He took one good, deep breath, puffed his cheeks, and then let it out with a long sigh. The paper got squished into a tight ball again. âI ainât goinâ to dignify this with a remarkâ was all he said. âWhereâd you get it?â
I nodded to the post I was leaning on. âIt was tacked up to the porch.â
He didnât say anything, just retreated into the house, threw the leaflet into the fireplace, and struck a match.
I watched through the window as he leaned against the fireplace and stared until every speck of paper transformed into black ash. Then he slammed his fist into the mantel so hard that Mommaâs candlesticks shook.
Gemma and I jumped at the noise of it, and Gemma turned around in her seat to look inside. âWhat in the world . . . ?â
Daddy stomped off into the kitchen, where I could hear him giving Momma a whispered earful. I stopped staring through the window and slid into the other rocker. âThat was Daddy takinâ his frustrations out on the fireplace.â
âI knew itâd be best if he didnât see it.â
âNo, you knew heâd get upset about it; that donât mean it werenât best. A man ought to know what sort of nonsense is goinâ on about him. How else can he protect his family from it?â
âThe more we stay out of it, the better heâll be able to protect us.â
âThatâs a cowardâs way, Gemma Teague.â
She flashed me one of her angry momma looks that always made me feel pity for her future children. âCall me a coward, call me crazy, call me whatever you want, but one thing you canât call me is a pot stirrer. I ainât out there just itchinâ to get white people mad at me. I know my place, and I keep it.â
âOh, and your place is livinâ with a white family like kin?â
She put her head back down to study her needlework, but I wasnât letting up.
âYou think youâd have had a good home after your momma and daddy died if we hadnât decided you belonged with us no matter what people thought? You wish weâd decided you should âkeep your placeâ then?â
We didnât say anything for a few minutes until she dropped her needlework in her lap and sighed. âWonât they ever just go away?â
âWho? Men who hate colored folk? Klan? Not unless someone makes them go away. There ainât no reason, Gemma, why a couple dozen men should be able to say whatâs what when thereâs a couple thousand able-bodied people out there who could come together against them.â
âThere ainât a couple thousand hereabouts whoâd fight for colored folks.â
âAll right, a couple hundred. Any which way, they ainât got the right to spread this sort of nonsense on our property. You see what theyâre tryinâ to do, donât you? They ainât never wanted nothinâ but to tell colored people what they can and cannot do, and now that thereâs some talk stirrinâ about colored people havinâ more rights, they aim to shut âem down right off.â
I pointed through the den window in the direction of the charred remains of the leaflet. âThat thing there werenât no gentlemanly invitation. That was a threat. You think they thought in a month of Sundays weâd show up there? All theyâre doinâ is beinâ heavy-handed with us, mockinâ us, and Daddy wonât stand for it.â
She shook her head. âI done told those boys they were askinâ for trouble, tryinâ to get into whites-only places and whatnot. Malachi and his lot . . . they shouldâve known